Chapter 8: Lust (With a special POV)

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Hey guys! I hope you like the story so far and I want to say thank you for 250 reads! I never thought this would get that many! Nonetheless, thank you and let's begin! 

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Cry's POV:

I kept staring at the cold, ceramic mask lying on my lap. I was too scared to show myself. For many years I didn't take this mask off in front of anyone but my mother and Scott. I started wearing it just after my father, no, that evil man left us. I didn't want anyone to see my vulnerability. The mask made me look menacing as if to tell everyone around me to stay away. Few people in my school didn't care about it. Russ, Red and Pewdie... 

It was too late to back out from the desicion I made. Pewdie was going to see my face. My expressionless mask was going to replace itself with my pale, human face. He was going to see it when I smile, when I frown, when I stare even. I guess it didn't really matter anymore because we were together and I was in peace next to him. 

I pulled my head up and looked at him. His body was tense and he looked like he was about to explode out of curiosity. His mouth fell open and his eyes widened. 

I wanted to bomb him with questions like was I as he expected? Was I uglier than he pictured? Instead of asking anything I just sat there looking at him. He extended his arm and stroke my cheek. Then he ran his fingers through my whole face gently as if he was touching an alien. It was kind of awkward to feel his cold fingertips so I didn't focus on that. I looked at his arms, they were flex and I wanted them to hug me tight instead of being an instrument to look at me.

Pewdie dropped his arms and eyed my whole body. Now this was uncomfortable. This was so new to me, being exposed. Can he understand my feelings right now? Of course he can't. This must've never happened to him but I suppose he can read my emotions by just looking at my face. 

"Hey Cry?"

My heart started beating faster. "Y-Yeah?"

"You are so...so handsome."

Before I could say anything he pulled me harshly and started kissing me furiously. My eyes shot open and I felt his hands moving around my face and hair. I closed my eyes and lost myself in the beauty of this moment. We kissed like it was the end of the world. Hungry and delicate at the same time. I felt his tongue pushing on my mouth for entrance. I let him and we made out like our lives depended on it. I started feeling a tightness in my jeans and felt too embarresed to go on. I pulled away and panted crazily. I didn't notice how out of breath I was.

"This was...umm" I tried to find words but I was speechless. 

Pewds was smirking and my eyes flickered toward his lower body. I could see something protruding a little from his jeans. Oh shit. He saw where I was looking. Crap. I was so used to being able to look anywhere without being caught. I looked up and felt sweat gathering at the back of my neck. Pewdie was clearly trying hold in his laughter. I put my face between my hands and pressed my face on the couch. Pewdie was now laughing hysterically. He moved closer.

"Did you like what you saw?" He whispered to my ear with exhaling sharply. 

I jolted up and hit him with the back of my head. Now he was holding his nose and was whining. I couldn't help but chuckle which made me feel even more guilty. 

"Are you okay? I'm so sorry!" I said quickly. "I was...uh"

"It's fine I think its not broken."

"What do you mean 'I think'" I half shouted. He started laughing at my dread. "You little fucker. You almost got me."

"Oh I got you alright." 

He grinned at me and pulled me into a hug. He buried his head in my neck and planted small kisses. I sighed with pleasure and we rocked back and forth with great content. My happiness was beyond explanation right now. We stayed like this for a few minutes. Pewdie broke the silence.

"What are we going to do now?"

"Huh?" This wasn't a question I was expecting right now.

"You know there's a world outside that we need to confront sooner or later. I want to show everyone that you are mine and I am yours."

His words were so sweet but this wasn't the time to get mushy mushy so I sat straight and Pewdie leaned on the couch. I frowned thinking of what my friends and my mother would think. I didn't really care about anyone else. 

"I guess we have to come out when we are ready." I said. Pewdie looked at me with worried eyes. I guess he cared about what other people think more than I do. After all, he was in a new school full of not so great people.

I wondered what was going to happen in the outside world which was nasty, cruel and judgemental. 

Stephano's POV: 

I looked at my watch and tapped on it. Pewdie didn't even call me. I could assume that my plan was a success now. I smiled and went into the living room where Piggeh and Chair was sitting. 

"The chance that the plan worked is now up to %85. There's always the possibility they didn't make a move on each other. This possiblity is the highest it can get."

Piggeh yawned and complained. "I'm tired of your Math crap. Let's just go to a party already. I heard there's a raging one two block ahead. We can crash it."

"Abosuletly not. I'm staying here until I get a report from Pewdie. You know how much I care about my plans and statistics."

"Yeah yeah I know. Do you wanna go Mr. Chair?"

Mr. Chair shook his head and lifted his Biology text book. The kid was a bit better than me considering lessons but he would never be as cunning as me. 

"Fine then." Piggeh huffed and slumped back on his seat. He never managed to just stay put. He was always "pumped". 

"If this plan didn't work can you beat the crap out of me." I muttered to myself. Piggeh, of course, heard that. Lucky me.

"I will keep that in mind." He winked.

Oh this was going to work alright. I felt it in every nerve surrounding my body. This wasn't a genius master plan but I wanted it to work so much. After all if the reason was to make my friends happy I was glad to enlighten them.

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