[Closed] BOOK OF ENDED EXO SHIPS

37. ChanHun

{{for minnori! ^_^ I don't know of it's really called ChanHun but whatever. Chanyeol and Sehun :p }}

On the first day of school,
I met a giant.

On the tenth day of school,
I fell in love with a giant.

On the twentieth day of school,
I got rejected by a giant.

On the twenty-first day of school,
I cried.

Today is the twenty-second day if school,
and I am still crying.

Tomorrow will be the twenty-third day of school,
and that dumb giant won't care.

All of the future hundred days of school,
he won't care.

And I will cry.

But today is only the twenty-second day of school.

So let's see how today will go...

Hello. My name is Oh Sehun. And the giant's name is Park Chanyeol.

He's oblivious.
He's forgetful.
He's stupid.
He's derpy.
He's crazy.

But he's the one I fell in love with.
But he's the one who rejected me.

And he's the one who made me cry.

But that doesn't stop me from loving him.

In fact, it makes me want him more.

It makes me want to try harder.
It makes me mad.
It makes me happy.
It makes me go crazy.
It makes me calm down.

But to Chanyeol...

I'm just a tall, gay kid.
Named Sehun.
Who never really approached him,
until I confessed.
Who just randomly cries.
Who just pretends nothing happened.

Untill I am alone.

Where no one can see me.

Where no one can judge me.

Where no one can reject me.

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On the first day of school,
I met Sehun.

On the tenth day of school,
...I took a test.

On the eleventh day of school,
I found out I failed.

On the twelfth day of school,
Sehun helped me study.

On the thirteenth day of school,
I passed the test.

On the twentieth day of school,
Sehun confessed.

On the twentieth day of school,
I freaked out.

On the twentieth day of school,
I cried.

Today is the twenty-second day if school,
and I am still crying.

Tomorrow will be the twenty-third day of school,
and Sehun won't know.

Because I rejected him.

All of the future hundred days of school,
he won't care.

And I will cry.

But today is only the twenty-second day of school.

So it's time for me to fix everything.

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I walked amount the random kids in our hallways. Towering above everyone. Feeling awkward. Out of place. Mean. Alone. Scared. Worried.

Because today. I'm putting things straight. Making things right.

And if I mess up,
My world ends. My forever is lost. My everything goes down I'm flames.

My name is Park Chanyeol,
And today I am fixing things.

With Oh Sehun.

So we can be
Together.
Forever.

Then I tripped. And fell. And got laughed at.

And I cried. Like I always do. It's funny, I guess, when I huge clutz like me trips and falls.

But I still cry.

And when the halls empty out, and I'm left alone, to cry alone,
I do.
I cry.
Alone.

But I need to stand strong.

I pick up my things and head to my class confidently. Opening the door, I face a quick retort to the teacher when she asks where I've been.

Wide eyes stare as the major clutz strides smoothly to his desk, sits up straight, and smirks at the faces of his classmates.

I am that clutz.

And I am proud.

That I finally think I can fix things.

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Gathering up that confidence from earlier, i grab my backups and leave my last class.

This is my chance,
On the twenty-second day of school,
To fix what I broke,
Between me and Sehun.

"Sehun!"

He ignores me.

"Sehun!"

He ignores me again.

I began to cry.
No more confidence.

"S...sehun..."

I collapsed to the ground.

He froze,
Dropped his bags,
And ran to me.

"A-are you okay?"

"Y-yeah," I smile through my tears. "Happens all the time..."

Silence.

"Um...I wanted to...appologize for my stupidness two days ago...I really, uh, didn't know what to do. I freaked out. I love you. I really do."

He froze.

Silence.

But then he hugged me.

I had gone over every outcome and prepared for it.

Getting yelled at,
Embarrassed,
Slapped,
Punched,
Tripped,
Left,
Kicked,
Laughed at...

But...hugged?

That was nice.

Unexpected.

And nice.

I had done it.

I fixed it.
I fixed us.
I fixed my world.
I fixed my forever.
I fixed my everything.

"I've always loved you, Park Chanyeol."