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tyler pov
I woke up to josh shaking me hard. "Tyler man you gotta help me!"
"what?" I mumble, opening my eyes.
"Mariyah and lauren are fighting again!"  I shot up and we ran downstairs. It was not looking to good.

"WHY ARE YOU SUCH A BITCH!?"
"BITCH WHAT THE FUCK!?"
"YOU PISS ME OFF SO MUCH"
we tried yelling at them but they didn't take any notice to us at all. oh boy.
"YOU DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ANYONE!"she barley ever screams or yells. this is new
"SINCE WHEN!?" same with Lauren!
"IVE BEEN TRYING TO TELL YOU SHIT SINCE I WAS 13! YOU NEVER GAVE A SHIT AND YOU STILL DONT!" this is breaking my heart.

"mariyah babe" I tried pulling her back but she stepped away from me.
"NOT EVERYTHING IS ABOUT YOU!"
"IM JUST SAYING ABOUT HOW YOU ARE UNTRUSTWORTHY AF!"
"Lauren!"Josh tried to hug her but she pushed him away. He looked upset.
"Oh for fuck sake mariyah grow up!" she went forward and her hand was in contact with mariyahs cheek. we all gasped. "did you just..." Lauren nods.

"Your telling me to grow up!?" My girlfriend grabbed Lauren by the collar and threw her to the ground. She told me so many times she didn't like fighting. What I was seeing was so shocking.

The fight got physical. We did our best to pull them apart. The josh stepped in the middle of them and picked lauren o from the front. He took her upstairs and i dealt with mariyah, who was on the floor crying. "Don't cry" I say.
"I hate myself so much" she cried.
"Don't. What happened?" I ask.
"She's upset because I won't talk to her. And I'm upset because..."
"because what?" I ask softly.
"It won't get out of my head"
"what she said to you?" She nodded.

"Tyler" she said slowly and quietly.
"yes?" I ask her, wiping her tears.
"I-i-i" she stuttered. "Take all the time you need to talk" I say softly.
"I want to die" she looks down at the floor and cries more. I wanted to cry to.

"B-but..." I stammered, tears in my eyes.
"I'm sick of everything" she cried.
"I feel like crap everyday a-and I don't like telling b-because..."
"because you feel like you annoy me?"
"well...yeah"

"I want to know you" I whispered.
"I'm sorry" she whispered.
"Don't be" I let her cry into my shoulders. "I'm here for you okay? just know that. talk to me okay? or even write it down and put it in my room when I'm not there. okay? just please. I love you. I don't want to see you sad"
I felt her nod.

lauren pov
josh put me onto the bed and shut the door. I sat on the edge of the bed looking at my hands. "What was that?"
I shrugged. "you never yell or fight"
"yes well, when people piss you off"
"you two need time apart"
"I guess. I hate being around her"
"and then in a few weeks you guys with be best friends again" josh says.

"probably i feel bad ish but she was a bitch" I folded my arms. the door opened and tyler came in with mariyah who exited and ran to the bathroom when she saw me.

"you guys need time apart" he says.
"exactly what I said" josh says.
"okay, where is she going?" I ask.
"what!?" mariyah walked in.
"mariyah out!" tyler says.
"bruh, did you not hear her!?"
"why are you so annoying!" I rolled my eyes and stood up. "you actually piss me off" she left the room again. I sighed and sat down. "you guys seriously need time apart"
"what about we just send her back to London and she never comes back?"
"Lauren!" josh scolded me. I shrugged.

"OR you two can go away together for a while and me and mariyah stay here?" Tyler suggested.

sounds like a plan

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