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10 | head over heels

J A S M I N E
10 | head over heels

After what happen, I was just tired. I was walking home after school because I just couldn't face Devontae on the bus. I texted my mom, to see if I could walk home and she is fine with it. I just hope that what I find out from anyone is not what I find out.

D E V O N T A E
10 | head over heels

I been looking everywhere for Christelle. Where is Christelle? Like how did this girl disappear like that. She was probably serious about us going to her house. She's probably already there. I'm really scared. I known Jasmine for 2 months now. I don't want to lose her as a friend or even a fake girlfriend. I lo- like her. I admit I do. What do I do?? I just don't know..

At Jasmine's House.

J A S M I N E
10 | head over heels

I was already at house since I walked house, really early which surprised. I went on the couch and turned on the tv. I was just waiting for Christelle and Devontae to arrive so we can get this over with. A few minutes later, Devontae and Christelle are here, each of them sat at a different spot and now I have to ask questions to get this straight. I started to finally move where I was sitting to face them. "Christelle, Hi." "Hey..." She wasn't lookin at, She was looking at the floor. It's awkward now because how can I look at Christelle when she is probably keeping a secret from me and I want to know so deeply. "Hey Jasmine.." I look and I see Devontae. I was more upset with him than Christelle. I turned away, sat where I was originally sitting, and said,"Can we start?"

1 hour later:
I started to walk back and forth when Devontae told me what he knew. "Your telling me that Marcus is back?!"
"Yes Jasmine for the last time." He said trying to keep his voice down.
"How come you didn't tell me , Devontae?!" I felt hurt and confused.
"Because.. I couldn't.." When I looked at him , I couldn't read him. It look like he was unease. I was about to ask but Christelle was oddly quiet.
"Christelle, why are you quiet?" I was looking at Christelle and she looks scared or nervous.
"If I tell you, you won't get mad or yell?"
"Depends.." My brows when off when she said that.
The doorbell rings.
"There goes your answer.." I was really confused and I went to open the door.
I look at the person. I know she's fucking lieing. I was laughing because I'm going crazy. FUCKIN INSANE! I closed my eyes and saw what I saw was still there. I couldn't take it... I fainted on the spot.

10 mins later:
I open my eyes and I see myself in my bed. I look around and see that I'm alone. "Thank the lord. It was a dream." "It wasn't a dream, love."
I see him. The guy who messed up my whole life. Who ruined everything for me. Who took everything for me. Who abused me for something I "did".

You must be asking what I did? I'll explain it to you. Me and Marcus has been dating since I was in 9th grade. He was a cute guy and so sweet. That's what I thought but things change. During the beginning summer, I went to his house. We were gonna go hang out like we always do. But one night, he was drunk. I was with him that night and we were watching a movie. He was so drunk that he pushed me on to the bed. I was trying to get up but he forced me on the bed. Hurting my wrists and everything. I was telling him to stop but he wouldn't. He just kept smiling, saying everything will be ok. It wasn't okay to me. He was testing my clothes off and I was trying to move but I just couldn't... I was crying and screaming, telling him to stop, that he's hurting but he wouldn't stop. He just wouldn't stop. The look in his eyes, was something I never saw. Something I never wanted to see in my fuckin life. Where was his goddamn parents?!! I was still screaming, balling my eyes out but it was to late. Marcus, Marcus Hart, raped me. Right then, right now. I would never ever forget that. Weeks later, I find out that I was pregnant. I was so scared that I cried my eyes out. I didn't know who to talk to so I decided to tell him. I told him, and that was the biggest mistake ever. He was being rude, punching me, stressing me out, always thinking I'm cheating, etc. I had a miscarriage. Well that's what I told him anyways.. I had a name for it and everything. He was saying it was my fault that I lost it and walked away. He never came back since that day till now. He still doesn't know the truth...

Right Now:
I was pushing myself and moving myself more into the wall of my bed from him. "Get away from me!!" "Why?" He comes closer. "Stoppp!!! Devontae!!" He starts to smile. "What's your "boyfriend" gonna do? If he's even your boyfriend." He comes even closer. I close my eyes and I hear punches coming out of no more. "Keep your eyes close, Jasmine." I saw Devontae eyes. It looked darker than before. I could tell that whatever made him unease, was making him release it in this way. I did what I was told and I kept hearing it. The punches. Over and over and over again. A few minutes later , it stopped. I was scared to open my eyes. Scared to see that what I saw would be true. I started to breath. I opened my eyes and I saw both of them in front of me. I looked at Marcus. He had bruises on his whole face and Devontae hand looked like it was bleeding but he didn't show me. Marcus was smirking and standing up slowly. "Ask Jasmine about Mystery Man in her phone that she been texting." Marcus looks at Devontae when he tells him this and walks away. Devontae looks at me. "What is he talking about? Who's Mystery Man?" I knew it. I knew that it was that fucker. Why the fuck would he tell Devontae that? I just have to something to not make him even more mad. "No one." It was Marcus. He wants to ruin my life. Like I said, I knew it all along, I was just to dumb to realize that he could really be here. "Okay." That's all Devontae said to me before he walked away from me. Before he made it to far, I ran after him, yelling. "Stop!!" He stopped but he didn't face me. "Why? Your happy with your mystery man." The way he's voice was when he said that. He was hurt.. "That's-" I was gonna explain myself but he cut me off by turning around. "No. Jasmine, we are just fake dating, that's fuckin all. Weren't actually dating and were not a actually couple. This is just a bet. I don't care about the mystery man no more. I don't care about the texts. I just don't care.. Let's just end the bet. It would be better for you. You won't have any distractions from focusing on your Mystery Man." I was starting to get hurt but I needed him to hear me. But It's M-" "Bye Jasmine." He walks away. He stops and say," You won, Jasmine. You won." He continued to walk. I'm there just standing and I feel lost. "Hey." I look and see Christelle. "How could you?!" "I'm sorry okay?" "I just can't.." I start to cry into Christelle's arms and she holds me. "Shhhh. It's okay, It's going to be ok.."

D E V O N T A E
10 | head over heels

I just kept walking. Walking away from her. I can't believe I did that. I feel bad but she didn't tell me about Mystery Man. All this time , she has been smiling because of him. Why do I feel jealous? It's not my business anyways. She doesn't have to worry about me anymore.. I guess. Like I said she won, she won the bet. I liked her, no I'm head over heels for her and it fuckin hurts like hell.

M A R C U S
10 | head over heels

My plan is gonna work. So far so good.

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Edited: 17 June 2018
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I know nothing about pregnancy so bare with me! Imma try and post 2 twice a week for now but we will just see where it goes. Until next time.

- Sheena ❤️