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17 | i trusted you

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J A S M I N E
17 | i trusted you

While in the car with Micheal , I kept looking at the window. I was thinking. Thinking about Devontae and how him and that girl kissed. He seem surprised when I was there. How could he just kiss her like he moved on quick when we're still together? I just didn't understand.. Was I not enough for him? Was I to good for him? Was I not worth it...? I started to tear up. "Hey, Hey. Jasmine, Are you okay?" I turn and I see Micheal looking at me. His eyes showed how much he's worried and how much he cares about me. His eyes.. showed so much to me. They were beautiful to me.. I notice I been staring so long because he gives me a confused look. I snapped out of it. "Yeah Yeah .. I'm fine." What felt like 20 years, I look and see that we're already at my house. I breath in and out. "Thanks for taking me home." I was about to leave when Micheal puts his hand on mine. "Are you sure that your okay? Do you want me to stay with you?" I look up at him. He's really worried. I look down to think. I think and I feel like I told him that he can earlier. I feel like he's asking me to see if I meant what I said or something. I look back at his eyes and said ," Yeah you can, I really need a distraction at the moment." I meant what I need. I REALLY need a distraction. Devontae isn't gonna come for me because he's with that girl. I just wanted to forget about it. I don't want to waste my time crying over that. I just want to feel safe. At this moment , I don't but I kinda do now with Micheal.. I look over to him and I see him getting his stuff.. He looks adorable when he thinks he lost something.. NO I CANT THINK LIKE THIS. But I just can't stop what I feel. I just got to stay away from Micheal but let him comfort me in a friend way and not in any other way.

We go inside the house and Micheal follows me on the couch. I handed him the remote and we landed on Criminal Minds. A few minutes later, I started to tear up. It was like reality hit me. "Jasmine! Are you okay? Was the show bothering you? I can turn it off." Why does Micheal care so much? "It's fine, I just can't believe that Devontae would do that to me. I didn't even do anything to him. I just don't understand.. Am I even worth it?" I started to cry even more and Micheal start to hug me. A few minutes, I moved and his face was close to me. I look closer at his face and it's clear. I want to touch it so bad but I can't. His lips are so puff and looks juicy. JASMINE SNAP OUT OF IT. Im trying but I just can't... I move closer to his face and he does too. He puts his hand on me, gently. He then said," You are worth it. Ever fucking way." Than BOOM. He kissed me. Micheal kissed me at that moment and baby, let me tell you, that kissed was woah like last time.. I didn't want it to stop at all but when I open my eyes, I see Devontae standing by the door, Heartbroken. Confused. Upset. Mad. Disappointed... He turn and walked out the door. I moved Micheal and ran after Devontae. "DEVONTAE! STOP! LET ME EXPLAIN." I know I should be pissed at him and should let this slide. So it can be my revenge but I was not that cruel. I stopped and he stopped but didn't turn around. "Devontae, I'm sorry. I didn't mean for it to get to this far with Micheal and he--" "Get this far?" Devontae turns around. He looks so heartbroken. "I didn't mean for any of this to happen--" "Did you kiss Micheal when we first met him?" "No well I--" "Yes or No Jasmine." He looked serious. "Yes I did but it didn't mean anything! I swear!" "It didn't?" I turn and I see Micheal standing, broken. "Jasmine, I thought you were different. I really did. I may seem mean or something but you gave me a chance. I thought you were special but I was wrong." "Devontae..." I started to move closer to him. He moved back. "No. I can't. I can fuckin do this. I trusted you not to break my heart and do this. I went through a lot. Fuck. I came to tell you that the girl that I kissed, it was a set up. I came to apologize and see if we're okay but I guess--" He looks at Micheal and back at Jasmine. "--your okay." I started to cry. "Devontae please!" "Give me time, Jasmine." He walks away but it's not just him. It's him and my heart. He was my everything but I made the biggest mistake of my life and I just realized it. "Jasmine?" I walk towards Micheal and says," Micheal. Get out." "What?" "GET THE HELL OUT OF MY DAMN HOUSE AND MY DAMN LIFE." He looks surprised. I ran inside and pushed him out the door. I opened the door and threw his keys at him. Then I locked the door in his face. I ran in my room and started to cry. I knew this was gonna happen to me but I just let it happen. What's wrong with me? I don't deserve to go to school. I can't live without him..

The Next Day

"Jasmine get up!!" I don't want to get up. I can't function without him. "Jasmine , cmon." "Mom do I have to?" "Jasmine..." My mom was pushing me and trying to get me to go. "Mom, can I stay home today? I'll go tomorrow. Just not today." I put my puppy eyes and she rolled her eyes. "Fine. But you better give me a explanation when I get home." She ran to the door and finding her stuff. "LOVE YOU!" Then I heard the door. "Love you too.." I put the blanket over me and just went to sleep. I just wish that theses years at high school would be over already...

A few hours later, I hear my phone ringing. I thought I put it on silent. I went to look at it and see that Micheal is calling and been texting me. "Where have you been? Are you okay? Jasmine. Stop ignoring me. I know your mad but still. You mean something to me. Talk to me. I'm coming to your house right now. See you at 5." It's 4:25 and I don't want to see him. So I call him and tell him not to come because I want to be alone. My world has been destroyed ever since he came into my life. I look outside to see if he's here and it looks like he's on the phone with someone. He looks upset or mad or something. I'll ask about it later.

M I C H E A L
17 | i trusted you

( More About His Pov In The Next Chapter )

I know Jasmine is mad at me but I have to make it up to her. Not because it's my job to. Like literally. But it's because I like her. I actually like her. I know I knew her for a little while but being with her makes me happy. I have to tell her how I feel before she finds out what I been up to. I get out of the car because I was in front of her parents house. I know she doesn't want to see me but I want to see her. I get a call and I already know who it is. "Hello?" "Did you do your job?" "Yes but she hates me right now." "THATS NOT MY PROBLEM, YOU NEED TO GET CLOSE TO HER DAMN IT." "Yes sir, I understand." "YOU BETTER UNDERSTAND OR I WILL GET SOMEONE TO TAKE CARE OF BOTH OF YOU GUYS." "Both of us?" Curiosity got the best of me. "Why Jasmine? What did she do to deserve this?" "Why are you asking questions? You like her or something?" I look up and see that Jasmine is looking at me. I don't know what to say, but I can't say the wrong thing. "No. I don't like her." "Good, so do your job or someone else will do it for you and kill you too." *Ends The Call* I'm still looking up and I see Jasmine smiling but she leaves once I caught her. I don't like her. I'm in love with her.

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Edited: 21 June 2018
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