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19 | zooming & trying

J A S M I N E
19 | zooming & trying

My head was throbbing.. The guy kept looking at me and I screamed for him to leave me alone. I don't know who he is and I don't want him to come close to me. "Jasmine , Everything is going to be alright, just calm down?" That was my mom and I started to cry because I missed her so much. "Oh sweetheart." She started to hug me. "Do you remember any of theses people, sweetheart?" I look around and nodded. "Who?" That's Devontae and Idk who that is." Devontae seem happy, I don't know why. I hate that nigga. "What is Devontae to you?" I looked at him and I started to get mad. "Devontae is a guy who dated my best friend and didn't care about me at all. Devontae is a guy who doesn't have a damn Anything. Devontae is a guy that i don't want in my DAMN LIFE. Devontae is a guy that i really want but now i don't. Devontae is someone who left me in the dirt. Someone who is a bad influence. He's a goddamn bad boy and I don't want him in my goddamn life. That's what he is to me. A stranger. A goddamn stranger." Devontae looked.. hurt. Like he was about to cry but he didn't. I payed on my back and just breath. My mom just continued, "Okay.. who else do you remember?" "I remember my best friend, Christelle. Where is my best friend? That bitch was always there for me and I love her to death. Where is she?" Everyone looked at me confused. "Uh sweetheart, Christelle isn't here." "Oh okay. I guess I'll see her dumbass later." I started to laugh. The doctor came and took Devontae and mom. I was just looking at the ceiling thinking. "I can't wait to leave.."

D E V O N T A E
19 | zooming & trying

What Jasmine said to me, did she mean it? That's all I could think about what this doctor is talking to me. Then out of the nowhere the doctor said," Okay, there is good news and bad news." Jasmine's mom and i nodded. Now I was listening. "Jasmine's memory is kinda messed up right now. Everything that she is thinking or feeling is the opposite I think or she's trying to say what she means. I don't really know." This doctor don't know anything. 🙄 "She can leave the hospital in a few days but she will or will not get better. It's up to her." My heart broke when i heard that. "What can we do?" "Help her get her memory back to normal but don't push her or it will get worse. Like I said it's her decision whatever happens." We both understand and nodded. In my head, she has already been in the hospital several of times and I feel like each time it's my fault. I need her to come back to normal so I can tell her I'm sorry. That I'm so so sorry.. Jasmine was right about one thing.. I'm a goddam bad influence to her..

Jasmine's mom left to get rest but i stayed. I saw that Jasmine was already sleeping. I went to her and looked at her. I just want to say how i feel but i don't want to right now. I want her awake to hear everything that i said but she's sleeping like a little princess. My princess. I decided to just go to sleep, knowing I'm going to see her in the morning. I go near her , tuck her hair behind her ear, and kiss her forehead. I sat on the chair and looked at her one more time. I then, went to sleep on the chair and I was gone in a blink.

J A S M I N E
19 | zooming & trying

SOMEONE HELP MEEEE !! Why can't anybody hear me?

Because your still asleep

What do you mean? Who are you?

I'm someone who will guide you to wake up before it's to late.

To late?

Yes, to late. When you got hit, you got hit badly. This is the real you but outside, it's the opposite you. Someone who says the opposite and is the ruder you, and your in your subconscious.

I don't understand.

All you need to know is that you need to wake up before your stuck in here forever.

Then let me out!!

I can't.. i can only guide you.

I just want to leave and be happy with... with... with...

You don't remember?

Remember?

That person?

I know the person, I know I do, I just don't remember. Why can't I remember?

You will soon and what more people along the way mean to you too.

What do you mean???!!

I have to go. Hint #1- Look closely around you.

What? No Don't LEAVE!!

HELLO?? HELLOOO?!? HE-

BOOM.

Morning.

( INSIDE JASMINE- NICE ONE IN SUBCONSCIOUS , OUTSIDE JASMINE- OPPOSITE & RUDE IN THE HOSPITAL BED )

* P.S. if you watched inside out , imagine this scene like it in a way *

I wake up from this horrible nap. look around and I see Devontae. *wakes up* Wth. Who is that? I hate him with all my guts. I hate somebody? Why? He starts to wake and looks at me. Why does he look so familiar? "Why are you here?" "I was here the whole time, to make sure your okay." Awe, that's sweet. I roll my eyes. Why am I being such a bitch? He starts to smile. That smile.. why do I love that smile? Lemme shut up and listen to the conversation. "You didn't have to be here the whole time." "And.. I want to." "Whatever. Can you get me food or something?" I remember him telling me to look around. What are theses controls for? "Sure Jazzy."

ZOOM!

WTH. I look around and i see that same guy. EVERYWHERE. I see him making me laugh, cry, and happy... Is he special to me or something? I look around and I see this one scene. I went through.

FLASHBACK*

I see him. "Hello?" "Yeah, jazzy?" "Where am i?" "Uh, in school. Are you okay?" "What day is it?" "Uh it's Thursday.." "Oh.." I look behind me and see there's my locker I think. I open it and I see a note from the Mystery Man.

Marcus.

"WAIT I REMEMBER SOMETHING! MARCUS!" Everybody looks at me like I'm crazy and I ask the boy if he knew Marcus. "Uh no. Who's that?" "Nobody. I need to go find the person. He will probably help me remember." "Okay.."

We go to my house after school and I start calling the people to help me find Marcus but I don't remember his last name. I just kept calling all the numbers that had Marcus's name. "Hello..?" I cover the FaceTime & put myself in mute. "It's him?" The boy nodded. He's been nodding for the past 10 minutes. I just trolled my eyes. Unmuted Myself And Said, "Hey? Marcus? It's me, Jasmine." "Jasmine?" He sounded surprised. I would be too.. "How you been?" "I been good but I have a quick question." "Yeah?" "Can I see my child?" "H-

ZOOM!

I didn't even get my answer. 🙄 Why?!

Because your going to fast

What do you mean?!? I'm trying to get this over with. I remember my ex, Marcus and my child.

Do you really?

Yes.

Is he alive or dead?

Alive, duh.

Exactly. Hint #2- Go slow and watch everything.

What do you mean?!? OMFG.

ZOOM!

"Where's my food?" Why am i back here 🙄? "It's right here." Lemme try to ask about Marcus. BOY WHERES MARCUS!! Why is my mouth not moving? I think i need to move closer.. *walks up and falls* what is that? It looks like a switch. I flip it. I guess it doesn't work because nothing is happening. Oh well and I said it again. BOY WHERES MARCUS. He turns. It took him a second to say it and he said," He's dead, don't you remember?" Wait what?.. THEN WHERES MY CHILD. He starts to speak but then..

ZOOM. Everything turns black.

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Edited: 22 June 2018