entry: Mateo
May 3rd, 2014
I don't think I can stand being lonely anymore. Why can't I be in a happy relationship like Ayo and Vannalyah? Man she's so beautiful she makes me feel like a kid happen, with those butterflies in my stomach.
They met 2 years ago, when vanna was 18 and ayo was 22. We had just finished a concert and we were backstage catching our breath. We had a medical team or the EMT come earlier cuz one of the backstage dancers broke her ankle and passed out.
It was hot as shit on there. She passed out water to everyone and told us to stay hydrated. Then we were all talking but they kept looking at each other. She came over to us and introduced herself and her and Ayo talked a lot.
She said it's her first year in college and she's working with the EMT as a summer job, she plans to be a pediatrician in the future. They exchanged numbers when we were about to leave.
Later that night at the house we were staying at, Ayo snuck her in a they slept together. No sex though.
I guess I really started to catch feelings with her after they started dating, on weekends she'd visit us at the studio and then eat lunch or dinner with us.
Her hazel eyes, tan skin, long black hair, slim thick, this girl all types of foreign. She told us once that her dad is black and Spanish and her mom is Chinese. She said she was born in china and them moved to Spain when she was 3 for a couple years before coming to america.
Her dad does cancer research at the CDC and her mom is a professor at some university.
We used to talk a lot, but ion know happened. She doesn't even say hi to be anymore. But we always look at each other. It makes me think she's scared of me.
When we did talk, she used to always say that me and Ayo look like brothers, but nah we just bros.
I wear I don't have an obsession with her. But how can I stay away from her?
All I really do is take some pictures and leaves flowers and such. That's not creepy. When no one is in the house alone, I go inside and take her underwear.
Sometimes, I get jealous when I see them all touchy touchy and stuff. It make me mad that I can't have her.
But she will be mine.
Soon.
Finally updated !!
Go read my other story 'ayo and teo imagines'
next chapter will come soon, like maybe in an hour or 30 minutes...
