Vanna
October 14, 2014
It's been a month since I've written anything. I've just been super busy. But I finally paid all the bills. Yayyyy.
Just kidding, no one cares.
I think my stalker situation has gotten worse. I don't really feel safe at home but there's really nothing I can do about it and I don't have any family near me. At night, I hear deep voices talking to me. Saying things like 'your'e so beautiful' and such.
And lately, when I wake up in the middle of the night, I feel a presence near me. The other side of the bed is warm. But ya know I don't move or say anything or do anything cuz when people do that in scary movies, they get killed. And ya girl here is not gonna die tonight.
But anyways, Ayo's birthday is this month. The prison called me saying I could see him on his birthday. Damn he just gon be by himself in the cell, and he turning 25. He getting old now, just playing :)
I went shopping today to try and find him something, when he comes home he gon get so much loveeeeee. The doorbell ringed and I went to get it. Teo was there. I let him in.
"I'm sorry for what I did. I don't know what's wrong with me." He says sadly. I put my hand on his back, he tenses up.
"It's ok bruh, we only got each other for now until Ayo get out. Wanna go shopping, I'm gonna try and find something for Ayo for his birthday." I say.
He agrees and we start to leave the house. But he told me to wait cuz he had a small gift for me, in there was bath bombs, cheez its, and those flowers.
Those flowers. I see them everyday man. But ima keep these. I actually know these are from Teo. The other random ones that show up in my house, I throw away.
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I picked out a pair of gucci shoes for Ayo while Teo sat down in a chair. I asked the employee for his size and sat down in front of Teo.
"So I went to visit Ayo the other day." He says.
"Oh yea, what he say."
"Nun much, we just talked about random things and our music. He say he's so sorry for not being here with us."
"He innocent though." I say. The employee comes with the shoes and I say thank you.
"Well, he's gon stay there until he's proven innocent. I really miss ma bestfriend." Teo says.
So Ayo didn't tell him that they are brothers. I wonder what his reaction will be when he finds out. I purchase the shoes and we go out the store. Then we drove to waffle house for dinner.
"I got something important to tell you and I kinda don't wanna tell you but I kinda feel like you should know and I don't want you to get mad at and I don't-"
"Teo what?" I say cutting him off of his rambling. I swear this boy talk nonsense sometimes.
"Ayo think your'e cheating on him." He says.
The fuck.
"How bruh he both know I'm loyal asf, why he think like that?" I say unhappily.
"Ion bruh I think he might be going a lil insane in there. He shows me the picture that you gave him and then he just openly said 'I think she cheating on me'. He says he sees those flowers in the trash with the threatening notes about him. And sometimes when he comes home before you, he be seeing love notes on the bed. And sometimes he be seeing a black figure just outside the room window at night. But he say he not confirming nothing unless he catches you red handed cuz he know you love him."
I think he is going crazy. But he ain't wrong about all that. I just don't want it to be a problem so I just throw everything away. And he know I only got eyes for him. That's ma fucking husband bruh. I'm committed to him and him only.
"Damn, I think he is going crazy in there." I say. I keep all my thoughts to myself. The rest of the night, me and Teo just talked about everything. The bill came up and I went to reach for it but Teo got it before me.
"I got this boo." He say making a ratchet face. I laugh.
"Ya know I can pay, ima doctor bih." I say making that same face back.
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"Alright, bye Teo." I say and give him a hug.
"Bye girl." He gets in his car and I watch him leave.
I go up to my room and change into a bikini. I go to my indoor pool and sit in the Jacuzzi. I play some 6lack and sit back and relax. I hear a tap from the balcony window. I scream and run. It's the black figure again.
I blasted outta there. I've never been so scared in my whole life bruh. I think I'm tripping.
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October 15,2014
When I slept last night, there was someone next to me on the bed again. He ran a finger down my face. I feel like I couldn't breathe. I've never felt so violated in my whole life. I really need Ayo back.
I'm cooking up some noodles and I'm waiting for the water to boil.
The water is ready.
Tf? Am I talking to myself.
Yes you are now go put the noodles in.
I walked over to the stove and my mind was right. The water is boiling. I think I've officially gon crazy.
Be careful around the people your'e with, you don't know who they can really be. And if you wanna sleep tonight so you can work tomorrow, sleep in the basement where there's no windows.
I just listen to my mind and later that night, that's exactly what I did.
"Do you know who that black figure is? " I ask myself in my mind.
Yes. And that's for you to find out. BE CAREFUL. And Ayo getting out soon, don't worry.
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OUUUUUOUIOUOUOOooooo
The bolded words is the voice in her head.
Im sorry if it's boring right now, but I got some tea coming up soon, wait on it ;)
If you forgot, Ayo is curently 24 turning 25 in this story, Vanna is 20 and Teo is 21. And Sorry if I mess up on some dates or whatever.
But rant, I hate when people say they like an artist but they only listen to one of their songs. Like when people say they listen to black bear or 6lack but they only listen to one song on their album. Like tf bruh. And people be saying "Oh yea I like play boicarti" or like dexter, li yachty, x, etc.
IT REALLY TRIGGERS ME. But yeah that's all. And yes I listen to all those artists up there, including lil uzi vert, migos, lil pump, rae sremmurd, tory lanez and a lot others. Like A LoT others bruh.
But if you have some free time, definitely go listen to this artist called 'shotta spence' he's and Asian rapper from NJ. He's underrated. Like no one at school knows who he is. And it make me sad bruh cuz he some of his music actually got deep meaning. And he makes clothes too. He worked with rae sremmurd and dressed them all up when they make that 'up like trump' music video.
Unicorn gang
