Vanna
March 22, 2015
I've been sobbing for the last couple days now. I haven't gotten out of bed, or eaten. Someone been sending me pictures of Ayo fucking some blonde haired bitch. I don't even know if it's real. I keep telling myself that it's not.
It is real.
Tears come out again. I been making more cuts on my arms. Why would he do this? I never even did anything to him. I stayed with him through everything, and I never stopped loving him, even when he was in jail.
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March 23,2015
Ayo is suppose to come home today. I'm gonna go pick him up from the airport.
I'm at the gate waiting patiently with a sign that says 'daddy ayleo' on it. The people walking out of the plane gave me weird stares.
LiKe Do yoU WanNa fIghT??
I'm standing there in my own thoughts as a shadow towers over me. His cologne runs through my nose and I automatically know who it is. I look up and his hair is now purple instead of red. It looks nice, different but nice.
I smile slightly.
He puts his bags down and puts my sign next to it. He open his arms wide and gives me a bear hug. I laugh and start crying at the same time.
"I missed you Ayo." I say in his chest.
"Same here babygirl."
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We went back home and I help him unpack. It seems like we forgot about all our problems. It like a normal day. He gave me a charm bracelet and it was really pretty.
Maybe he still loves me. Cuz I still love him, despite the pictures I saw that may or may not be true.
When he put the bracelet on my wrists, his finger ran over my ring finger that had no ring. He sighed and his smile turned into a straight face. He got up and walked to the kitchen.
After a couple hours, we were just watching movies and relaxing but I can't seem to get the pictures out of my head. When we have our talk, ima just avoid it and if he don't tell me what happened, that just shows how loyal and trustworthy he is.
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March 25, 2015
We still haven't had our talk. But now you can feel the tension in the air. There's not really that much talking in the house but we both pretty much just in our thoughts. But I can't take it no more, there's too many things that we gotta talk about.
I take off my gloves and wash my hands. Today was Sunday and that meant cleaning day. Ayo was in our bedroom.
"Ayo. I think we should have our talk now." I say sitting on my side of the bed.
He puts his laptop down and stares at me.
"Alright, I wanna start." He says and I nod my head. "I went away because I thought it would calm me down but it kinda made me realize how much I need you. I tried to forget about everything. I still love you Vanna, and I wanna fix our marriage."
"I wanna fix our marriage too. But there's been a lot of other things that have happened when you were in jail. First of all, I did not cheat on you. Since last year, Teo has started stalking me but I just never told you cuz I didn't know it was him until it was too late. He made me feel so scared in my own home. He even made me lose my job. That's why I'm working at a different hospital now. "
