Vanna
July 23rd, 2015
It's been a few months since I last wrote in here. Life has been going ok. I was put in a mental institution for 3 weeks but I got out after a week and a half because that place was not for me.
Me and Ayo have been a lot better though. We talk more.
I'm in the basement watching Ayo work out. He is one sexy man. How did I even get married to him?
When I first meet him, I was kinda shy but I could tell he really liked me. I wasn't sure for myself though. I was 18. And now I'm 21. Ayo's 25. There were times where I kinda did distance myself from him because I was scared of being in a relationship.
But he treated me so well, he still does.
He made me fall in love with him. And I don't regret it. But relationships aren't always perfect, that's why you look out for each other. Ayo sometimes has anger problems but I know how to control it. And he's been helping me get better with my trauma. See? Balance.
"Baby." He says making me look up from my journal. He walks up the me breathing hard and sweating.
I bit my lip. He's a fine piece of caramel.
He carries me up to our room and he undresses me and himself and we go in the shower, and I guess you know what happened next.
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I wobble over to the kitchen to try to make dinner. He laughs in my face.
"You did this to me." I say back to him.
He continues laughing and sits down to play 2k.
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July 29, 2015
We go see Ayo's manager today to tell him that he wants to end the whole 'Ayo and teo' thing.
"Are you sure?" His manager asks him.
"Yes. You'll still be my manger but this whole thing is over now. I've got no respect for him and he's not gonna be coming out of the mental hospital soon."Ayo replies.
Hmm. That's what he thinks.
Omg that scared me. It's been so long since I've heard the voice in my head.
I ignore its comment and we leave the studio together. Ayo told me he bought his own dance studio. We walk into target buying some stuff for the house and we make a dance video in there too.
"I wanna have kids one day." He says walking past the baby section.
"Same here, I want a mini me or a mini you." I say smiling.
He smirks.
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Really boring chapter but there's like 2 more chapters left in this book
stay tuned
unicorn gang
