Vanna
June 2th, 2014
What has even happened? Why would someone do this? Some person called and filed a rape report on Ayo and he at jail right now awaiting trail. I don't even know how long it can take. Some people wait years just to go to trail. It wasn't even rape. He was just angry and drunk. And he's never done something like this before.
Teo's been coming over to comfort me and make me feel better. And sometimes he sleeps over. I study and he practices his dancing. During the first couple days I just cried and cried. I can't get that image outta my head.
3 police cars outside my house. And Ayo getting arrested. He had a hurt look in his face, like he was disappointed in himself. When this happened I saw Teo smile slightly. Weird.
Even though I'm letting him stay in my house I still have uneasy vibes about him sometimes. Like sometimes he in my room opening the drawers. And it always happen to be the underwear drawer. But he's been trying really hard to comfort me.
I feel kinda lost without Ayo. Like someone just cut a piece of me and mailed it to some dogs. The police say he's being kept in segregation until trial. They said it was for his own safety cuz some people try to hurts rapists. He's not even a rapist. He's far from that. Loving, kind.
I can't visit him until after 3 months. I hope I don't have to wait that long and maybe his trail will come quick and he doesn't have to wait. But the people working there say it might be impossible for someone new to get a trail in less than 3 months, let alone he's new.
I just hope he not crying. I hate when he cries.
Teo is currently doing... something. He in the house somewhere but I'm not gonna bother him.
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I looking at pictures that me and Ayo have together. My god I sound so clingy right now and he's only been for gone for like 3 or 4 days. But I'm really just worried. The thought of having the judge say he's guilty and then being sent away for 25 years really makes me feel anxiety.
Teo comes up to my room.
"You know I'm here if you need anything." He says.
"I know, thanks a lot Mateo. Goodnight." I say sleepily.
"You just gon sleep without giving me a goodnight hug." He says and I turn to look at him. Tell me why he looks like Ayo sometimes.
"Fineeeee." I get out my bed and wrap my arms around his neck. He holds my lower waist and I can feel the warmth on him. Maybe I've been hugging him too long cuz I feel something poking my leg. I push him out my room and say goodnight. He does the same.
"I love you Ayo. Hope you doing alright." I say quietly to the ceiling. I miss my baby so much. I turn to my side and there he is again. The black figure. It had a huge afro puff. I think my anxiety might me getting the best of me. But I keep staring at it. Maybe it will go away.
Until next chapter
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