The Kissing Booth

Chapter 10

Atina pov:

Justin sat down next to me with a look in his eyes.

Lust.

Sex.

Which brought back old, bad memories. Horrifying memories. I head started to feel light. My heart started to pound hard against my chest, threatening my ribcage to break. This time it wasn't because i was nervous and my crush was sitting beside me. It was because i was scared. The memories hit me harder than a bulldozer. I felt like my lungs were giving up on circulating oxygen through my body. The room started to get smaller. My breathings got faster.

I had to get out of there.

"I-I got to go," Justin's eyes softened."Wait, what happened? Are you okay? You don't look good." Justin asked concerned.

I stood up quickly but fell back on the bed as my legs were jelly. I had no strength.My legs had given up on me.Justin helped me up and brought me to the backyard where there weren't a lot of people and more fresh air. 

All of a sudden, a wave of nausea came over me. I tried to control it but all it did was make it worse. Which ended me vomitting over Justin's expensive looking shoes. " Fuck i'm so fucking s-sorry," i stuttered. As mentioned before, i'm a fucking dumbass. So what did i do? I ran away.

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It has been a few days since the party. It's so fucking Embarrassing to vomit on the shoes of the guy you like. He is probably not going to talk to me again. He probably thinks im digusting. Whatever chance i ever had is gone. *poof*

Fuck my life.

Well, fucking amazing. Well to top it, i had to go to this stupid business dinner with my parents and dress up fancily. On the brighter note there will be delicious and fancy food.

I stared at my ceiling for a few seconds before screaming into my pillow for a good minute or so. Dinner started at 6 and it was already 4 going to be five. I guess i have to go to this dinner and get it over with.

I picked out a red backless skater dress with some gold strappy sandals and a gold purse. I curled my hair, put on some makeup and put on the outfit. I was all ready to go. I looked at the time and it was five forty five. I went down the stairs and sat on the couch scrolling through instagram. After a while my parents were down and ready to go.

We stopped right on front of a fancy french restaurant where there was a valet who helped to park the car. The guy at front asked us our names and lead us to the table. My parents' business partners weren't there yet so we looked through the menu to get a head start. I was thinking of getting the Buckwheat crěpes or the blanquette de veau when they finally came.

"Hello, we are very sorry for being late our son here had a little problem." they apologised. I stood and went to greet them when i saw the teenage boy standing beside them.

Holy fuck.

It was freaking Justin. Out of all people my parents could have made business partners with it HAD to be with his parents. Fucking. Amazing. Just peachy.

I hoped that he was really drunk and forgot all about it.

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It was a really awkward dinner. I chose the Buckwheat crěpes but the holy goodness wasn't really enjoyed because it felt like a certain someone was staring at me. *cough* *cough*

I finally managed to muster some courage to look up at him and i was right. He was looking at me. My courage was gone as soon as i mustered it. Thanks to Justin.

I looked down at my half-eaten plate of Buckwheat crěpes and kept playing with it. I cleared my throat and excused myself to the ladies room.

I walked in and grabbed the sink tightly. I took deep breaths calming myself down.Well, obviously he wasn't drunk like i had expected and had been fully sober at that party.

I felt like someone was staring at me from the back. "Gosh, could you stop being so creepy for fucks sake. Do you like not know how to talk or something?" I finally voiced out. I looked at the mirror in front of me to see justin standing at the door of the bathroom just like i had expected. " You know nobody has ever talked to me like that." He said when i turned to face him, he strided confidently towards me and put two hands on the sink trapping me between his hands. He was so damn close to me. I could smell the minty breath of his just because he was that close. " And you know what happens when people disobey me." He met my eyes. "Bad dirty things happen." His blue eyes darkened and glistened with excitement. He finally took his two hands from the sink and winked at me before saying, "Try not to puke this time" and walked away smirking.

Is it just me or did the room just get ten times hotter?

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I immediately dozed off when i got home but i still could not stop thinking about Justin and how close he was to me. My thoughts were cut off by my phone ringing. A part of me was wishing that it was justi- wait why would i even think that it was justin when i puked on him and he probably thinks that i am disgusting so there was no way he would be calling me

Anyway i answered the phone but much to my dissapointment, it was Sapphire. Not that i am complaining but i would have preferred someone else. 

"SUP MY BITCH", Sapphire screamed into my ear and i had to pull away so that i wont get deaf. "uhh wassup?'' i answered, confused as why she was so excited. Sapphire ignored my reply and with a less louder voice, "Liam invited us to the beach with him and Justin during the weekend.

What the hell. A few weeks ago Sapphire was "OMG IT'S LIAM I'M GONNA DIE JUST LOOKING AT HIM" Now she is like hanging out with him like as if they were buddies? I mean it's great and all but she didn't even tell me.

"Um..thats great but i alread-'' Sapphire cut me short"I wasnt asking you, i was telling you so you better be ready when Justin picks you up tommorow at 8am sharp "Sapphire finished and immediately cut the call. 

I groaned thinking about me being alone with Justin in a car-wait, Sapphire said nothing about me and justin alone in a car so that means that she would be there too. Okay,now i feel better about going to the beach as i didn't need to be alone with Justin after yesterday.

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I'm really really sorry for the disappearance and I wanted to thank  yall for the sweet comments and number of votes. It really was heart warming.

So i hoped you guys liked this extra long chapter and don't forget to vote and comment on what was your favourite part. (wow i sound like dora now)

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P.s i searched the net for the french food HAHA