Chapter One

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I sat in my room blasting 'Fashionably Late' by FIR as my brother, Jason, was yelling at me to turn it down. And of course, I didn't.

"Addison, turn down your shitty music now!!" my brother yelled and started banging on my door.

"It's not shitty, you're shitty" I said in my Normal British accent.

"Just turn off your music, please!!!!" he said.

"Fine. I'm leaving soon anyways" I turned off the music.

"So where ya going?" he walked in my room

"The mall, now get the fuck out of my room so I can change" I smile sweetly, push him out, and slam my door in his face and lock it.

"Bitch"

"Thanks! I am your sister so of course I'm going to be a bitch to you" I tell him

"Whatever, I'm taking the pickup"

"Alright, c'ya!" I yell and once I hear the door slam, I turn my music up again. As 'Teenagers' by MCR plays, I pick out my outfit.

A PTV T-shirt, my FIR sweater, purple skinny jeans, and my combat boots. I grab my money and phone in my pocket and turned of the music while putting my headphones on blasting 'Fuck Everything' by suicide silence.

I love Suicide Silence. And I was planning on seeing them live again  before Mitch died. I miss him a lot, he was a good guy when I met him.

*30 minutes later*

I just got done at hot topic and of course, standing at the front door was a group of the 'populars.'

"What are you doing here, freak" the 'leader,' Maddy started.

"What the fuck do you think?" I ask.

"Wow, someone's a bitch today" One of the other girls, Sarah, says.

"Did you're daddy come back from prison to rape you again? Is that why your so bitchy?" Maddy asks. I'm really not in the mood for this.

"No. Now why don't you and all your stupid, slutty, ass friends go choke on your boyfriends dicks." I say and try moving but Maddy pushes me to the ground.

"Now I want you to listen, and listen good, I don't need no emo freak to tell me and my friends, what to do. Now go run off and kill yourself." she smirks along with all the other sluts.

"Whatever" I say, holding back tears.

"Gonna go cry to your mommy, now? Oh! Wait! She neglected you and you life with your brother who doesn't give a Shit about you! Oops!" She says.

Tears started streaming down my face and I ran off.

I put on 'Savior' by BVB and sit down in a dark ally. I'm familiar with this place and climb onto a balcony of the old apartment building and find my knife. Perfect.

I promised myself 'never again' but, Maddy crossed the line too far.

I rolled up my sleeve and press the knife to my arm. I, very slowly, dragged it across my arm. Doing it over and over again and making the cuts deeper each time. I stopped when I made 10 cuts in a perfectly straight line.

But unfortunately, I started to black out.

Ronnie's POV

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"Dude, come on Ronnie. I want to see this ally." Ron told me and started pulling me into the alleyway.

"What do great about an alley?" I ask him.

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