Chapter 19- Everyone Wants To Change The World

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-One Month Later-

Joss's P.O.V

Dad said I had to go to school. I haven't been to school since the second week of me staying here and I went for two weeks. It didn't end well, I remember seeing that sicko Max. I hated him so much. I should tell someone it was him!

Dad, no, I'm calling him Billie now he hasn't tried to help me. He thought it was best to send me to that horrible place. 'To make me stop cutting' Since I've been there I do! I didn't before ok maybe once but...

It was about 8 in the morning and I'm sat at the breakfast bar with a bowl of cereal I'm front of me. I'm not eating. Mike was sat the other side eating his. He keeps coming over and eating food. "You had your tablets?" He questions, I nodded.

"Not going to eat your cereal?" He asked me as I poked my food. I shook my head and dropped the spoon in the bowl. "Your dad will want you to eat before he takes you to school" I shrugged my shoulders. Mikes nice its, just I'm pissed off and just want to lock myself in my room and not come out. I sighed to myself and pushed the bowl away from me as I stood up.

I walked upstairs and into my room and picked up my black hoodie. I looked into the new not smashed mirror in my room. Black skinny jeans, black long sleeved top with a ADTR over it and now the hoodie. I already put eyeliner on so I was done. I really wanted snake bites, but I already guessed Billie wouldn't let me. I sighed again and went downstairs as I heard Billie shouting my name.

When I got downstairs Billie was waiting at the door for me. "Joey and Jakob are walking, so it's just me and you for the ride" He said smiling. Doesn't he get it?! I hate this and I would really like to be left alone! I gave him a glare and he stopped smiling. "Come on then" He walked out and Mike came out to making me sigh again.

We all got into the car and Billie started driving. Why can't Tré be here? He under stands more than them. And he doesn't get angry that I won't talk.

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The car stopped in the school car park. I got out and started makings my way into the school. I hated this so much! Billie and Mike were walking in front of me. I looked around, still a bit early not that many kids around. I really hoped Max wouldn't be here.

As we make are way down the hall way. I think to the office? Once we got there Billie knocked on the door and a few moments later we were told to go in. We sat down on chairs in front of the desk. Stupid head master. He stared talking about what class I've got and then things I'm not allowed to do. I'm not dumb I know the basics!

Then Billie started talking about everything about me. How I'm mentally unstable but getting better. Fucking hate him.

After the stupid talk we could leave and apparently I had English first. Just great. I don't even know where to go. "Joss this is your timetable" Billie said and passed me a piece of paper. I grabbed it and shoved it into my pocket. "Now don't do anything stupid today, I'll be picking you up at 3 ok?" I nodded and he walked away with Mike talking about a new bass.

I looked around. Where the fuck am I meant to go? I started walking not really knowing where I was heading. The corridors started getting packed and there was a lot of pushing. I made my way out of the pushing and shoving area. I then saw a older kid. He reminded me of Gerard. I wondered what he's doing now.. I really should see him sometime. I know he was a bit horrible to me but he thought I cheated on him with Max. And that wasn't the case...

I missed Gerard.

(A/N ...soo

Should Joss go and find Gerard?

Joss and Gerard?

Joss and Tré?

Max?

Sorry for the wait

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Thanks for reading :3

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