Crush on you (slowly Editing)

Chapter 7

Hindi ko na masyadong napapansin si Jonah. He got his life now. A beautiful girlfriend and a Famous life. Kahit
minsan napapansin ko siyang napapatingin siya sa akin. Hindi ko parin maiwasang maiinis. Gusto ko siyang buhusan
ng mainit na tubig. If he feels pity for me, kailangan niyang gumawa ng paraan. Hindi lang yung titingin lang siya sa
kawawang aso. And besides I don’t need his pity for me. I can handle it. Minsan sinusumbong ko sa dean ang mga buly.

Ngayon wala na yung fanclub ni Jonah. Good for me wala ng maglalakas loob na inisin ako.
And the biggest issue for this month. May naninira daw sa Girlfriend niya. Insecure daw na girl at lahat ng tao
nakatutuk sa akin na parang T.V. well hindi na nila ako matatakot. And I knew it for myself na wala akong ginagawang
masama. Bahala na kayong magsiraan basta hindi na ako kasama sa drama nila.

It’s evening and Matty is here again at my bedroom. Somehow he is the only one friend that satys with me even
though im such a loser.

“you know last night someone break in, in Nathalie’s bedroom and she wrote a big bitch on her bed. She also
sprayed her code-name on the mirror ”
“really? what a sick witch… b*tch problems”
“her Codename is M”
“so youre thingking it was me? Duh matty, at bakit ko naman gagawin yun. So pathetic…”
“hindi naman kita pinagbibintangan, I knew it from my heart you wont do that vain thing… I think that M is so
sick about Jonah pati girlfriend niya pinagtitripan niya. I just want to tell you. And I really think you should know it.
Baka kasi ikaw naman ang pagtapunan ng mga issue.”
“what-ever sa kanila! Hindi ko alam kung saan nakatira si Nathalie and my goodness hindi na nga ako nakikialam
sa buhay nila. I hate Jonah. And I don’t care!”
“it seems nan aka move on kana pala sa kanya goodjob miss shy…”
“thanks a lot Matty youre a big help to me… hindi naman ako makaka move on if it wasn’t for you.”
“so mahalaga na ako sayo…”
“slight lang wag mong I career” but really he is such a good friend to me.

He left home earlier and I slept well after that. Hindi ko na iniisip ang mga nakaka stress na bagay bagay about
Jonah and his gf. Problema na nila yun labas na ako sa mga drama nila.

***

On the next day, I was walking on the hall way when someone grabs my arms. So tight and furious. Galit and
pagkakahila niya sa akin. Napa Ouch ako sa sakit. Sino bang tao ang kailangan talagang ikaladkad ako para makausap.
Pagtingin ko it was him! What the!

Jonah James Castle

So Intense

Madness is on his eyes

He is looking to me like Im a meat
Napa tulala lang ako sa kanya. I felt his grip and his scent is so intoxicating. Why is he so handsome, even when
he is still mad? Yan ka na naman parang nakita mo lang siya ng malapitan na fall ka na naman…

“why did you do it?”
“Do what?”
“you broke in again to my girlfriend’s bedroom and you killed her dog…”
“I don’t know what youre talking about and please let go of my arm…”

Kumalag ako sa kanya but he pulled me again. This time its clearly taking my whole space. Lumapit siya sa akin.

“tell me the thruth May you did it? Why are you being such a”
“bitch! Ako naman ang bitch?” nilakasan ko na talaga para marinig ng lahat kahit na nasa matao pa kaming lugar.
“don’t you dare hurt me again Jonah! Pagod na ako sa pang bubully niyo sa akin. Ako na nga ang dumidistanya ako
naman ang pinagbibitangan? I never did those things Jonah and please get a proof before you investigate me douche!”

Lumayo ako sa kanya. Nakakainis na talaga siya.
“will this be enough?” pinakita niya sa akin ang nawawala kong notebook for almost a month.
“how did you get it?”
“well my girlfriend saw it on her disaster room. And her code name is M”
“nawala yan sa akin for almost a month mr. Castle. At hindi lahat ng M ay May! at for your information mr. castle
hindi ko alam kung saan nakatira si Nathalie.”
“here we go again May. bakit mo ba pinag didiinan na hindi ikaw ang gumawa…”
“kasi nga hindi ako! Kung sino mang gumawa niyan im sure gusto lang niya akong siraan…”
“how will I believe you?” nakatingin lang siya ng seryoso sa akin
“I don’t know how to… but somehow maybe theres a proof that it wasn’t me” mahina kong sagot sa kanya at
tinalikuran ko siya. Ayokong umiyak bumabalik ang feelings ko. Im so torned. Gulong gulo na talaga ako.

Kung sino
man ang sumisira sa akin im sure she a big motive to put me down. Kung ano man ang dahilan ng paninira niya. It’s
not worthy. Nagsasayng lang siya ng oras. Malalaman at malalaman ko parin kung sino siya.
Siya ang naging dahilan kung bakit ako binubully at kung bakit ako nasasaktan. Siya ang naging dahilan kaya bad
ang naging approach ko kay Jonah. Gusto kong ma clear na ang name ko. Napapagod na akong umiwas sa problema I
need to speak out and help myself to get over with it.

***

On the next day.
Maaga pa akong pumunta ng school dahil nag text si Jonah. Im not excited, my feelings are still normal even
though he first texted me. I think it was because of what happened on the past 2 months. Although my anger is still
there. But its reducing, I may have to hold again my heart. There will be a possibility that I might fall for him again.
And it’s not going to be smooth. I still had to overcome those stressful happening on me. He is The reason why I’m still
being a loser to them. Oh Jonah you’re making me so foolish.