One More Weekend (Camren)

C H A P T E R 13

CAMILA POV

I woke up to the sound of my alarm of my phone; I set it last night because today was my flight back home. I remembered all the events yesterday; it was still very vivid to me. Our dinner, we ride at London Eye, we confessed our feelings to each other, and we wrote our names on wet cement, our cuddle last night and of course our first kiss.

While my eyes was still closed and I'm smiling like an idiot because of reminiscing, I hugged Lauren tightly but when I hug her I felt like Lauren was so soft, fluffy like... a pillow.

I slowly open my eyes and I realized that Lauren was nowhere to be found here on my bed. The thought of Lauren that I'm hugging right now was vanished and it means I'm only hugging a pillow.

I immediately sat up from my bed and I rub my eyes to make my vision to be clear. There are a lot of thoughts that growing to my mind, what if Lauren decided that she didn't really like me and she dumped me easily. But we kissed last night! What if she did not enjoy our kiss? Am I a bad kisser? Oh my gosh Camila relax.

When I'm thinking of all possible reason why Lauren left without saying goodbye to me? I felt a drop of tears from my eyes to my cheeks. My heart was aching and in any moment it going to explode into tiny pieces. This feeling was very familiar, it was like when I saw my ex-boyfriend cheated on me. All of the hurt, struggles, and bad emotions were returned to me and it was invading me again. I'm biting my lip to stop myself on crying again but I can't...

I can't now stop myself, I'm now crying hard and thankfully this room was soundproof. I can't breathe and my tears that I thought that drained before were now flowing again on my face. Why did I let myself fell harder to Lauren that I thought in first that it was impossible? But why Lauren, why?

While I'm sobbing like a little girl, I lay down again to my bed. I positioned myself facing the right side of the room. When I'm looking at the night lamp blankly, there's a piece of paper on the night stand. I sat up fast from my bed and grab the paper on the night stand. I sat on the edge of my bed and carefully open the paper, my heart start pumping fast when I read the first word that wrote on it.

My Camz

Good morning banana princess! When you read this, it means you're awake hahaha. Sorry for my lame joke but you liked it and I know it. I didn't try to wake you up because you're so peacefully sleeping and I don't want to disturb you on your little dream land... well I already know that you're dreaming of me (:

And Camz, sorry because I didn't formally say goodbye to you. That's why I wrote this, so I can say my goodbye to you through writing.

My flight was too early from what's on my ticket because my boss called me this morning that I need to flew back to New York. They need my project ASAP so I need to follow them because I'm only employee and they're the boss.

Camz... I'm going to miss you! Your face, your hypnotizing brown orbs, your sweet plump lips, and you nose the way you scrunched it. Ugh! All of you Camz.