Little space || J.hs+M.yg ||

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Yoongi was in bed still thinking about what had happened yesterday.

It was one of those rainy days where it just made everything else worse. It made his situation worse. Like it was the only thing he could think of. He still felt like Taehyungs hand was on him like the feeling was imprinted on him and I'd never go away.

You could hear the thuds against the window every second.

Yoongi memorized the whole scene yesterday. Playing in his head over and over again. One thing that stuck in his head was that hoseok never even questioned why Taehyung was in the room. Why he was ever crying in the first place.

" I hate myself" was all he mumbled before he let his tears fall down onto his pillow. He didn't know what to do. It was all too complicated for his liking.

Hoseok opened the door slowly letting light shine into the room. He looked over at yoongi who hadn't gotten up the whole day. He hadn't ate at all. He wasn't the whiny baby hoseok loved to deal with.

" sweetheart lunch is ready...I made star shaped sandwiches, your favorite. Also I bought those chips made of vegetables" Hoseok entered the room and sat down on the edge of the bed.

Hoseok knew yoongi was upset, he just didn't know over what. So he softly opened his arms and invited him over for a hug.

Yoongi let go of the covers and he crawled over hoseok and hugged him. Hoseok wrapped his arms around him, shifting him onto his lap. He buried his face into his neck and he cried.

" sweetheart what's wrong" he rubbed his back softly. " you know I can't help you if you don't tell daddy what's wrong" Yoongi looked at hoseok, he stopped crying but Hoseok knew he was trying to be strong.

Yoongi pointed at his heart. " it hurts daddy" he looked down and he fiddled with his fingers.
Hoseok frowned a little and held yoongis both hands in his own two.

" why does it hurt there"

" because..."

" I can't tell you daddy"

" you'll hate me"

Hoseok frowned even more and he held yoongis chin to look at him. " don't ever say that sweetheart, I would never hate you. Do you understand me?

Change the subject.

Yoongi nodded. " I'm hungry now daddy" he got off and he made his way to the table. He smiled at how organized everything was.

He ate some of his chips. They tasted like tomato, carrots and peas. No else liked to them so they were all just for him. Just like daddy said his heart was  just for him.

Yoongi ate his lunch in peace while hoseok sat right across him sneaking some pictures of him. Yoongi finally caught him. " I look ugly daddy. No more" he laid his face on the table.

" you've never looked ugly before sweetheart. Let's be more positive and confident in ourselves okay?" Hoseok always tried to teach something to Yoongi when he could even if it wasn't something major. Loving yourself was the number one step in happiness and not a lot of people could achieve it but he really wanted Yoongi to be one of them.

Yoongi just blushed, and he become embarrassed.

" when I miss beauty, you'll always be my number one person I'll look for, since I do see you every second of my life"

Yoongi giggled and hid his smile in the paw of his sleeves. He looked at Hoseok who was smiling a little widely it hurt his cheeks.

" okay daddy, I'll always be here for you" he smiled. " you'll always be here for me right?"

Hoseok nodded and feed Yoongi the rest of his chips. Little did he know that was getting Yoongi closer to telling Hoseok about everything.

// Aowkskdk. Sorry for not updating. I've been in the worse headspace ever. IM ALMOST OUT OF SCHOOL THO. Like 20 more days😩😂 and I'll be ready to p a r t y. Okay but bts Japanese mv. Was pretty fucking lit.

I hope y'all like this crappy ass story 🌟❣️