Falling for The Nerd (Justin Bieber Fan fic)

Falling For The Nerd Part 23

Tears sliding down my pale face, as I was sitting on the cold floor trying to gather my thoughts. Justin was banging on the door, he kind of scared me.

"Jade if you don't open the door I will break it. Open the fucking door." Justin shouted loudly which shocked me.

I couldn't move, I was startled by Justin's reaction. I didn't know if I could trust him anymore. Why does everything have to go so wrong in my life? I know I haven't had sex with him, maybe he wants it? I'm not ready though, atleast not yet.

"P..Please just leave me alone. I don't want to talk to you." I say silently but loud enough for him to hear.

"Just open the door now! Or I will lose it." I could just imagine Justin clenching his jaw. He banged on the door the last time and then he left.

Justin's point of view

I didn't  know what was wrong with me, I was acting so hostile and angry. I just needed to know what was wrong with Jade. Did I do something wrong? I don't want to ruin our relationship so I'll just leave her for a bit. I'll let her calm down.

I needed to go for a walk to redeem myslef. I was going crazy and had to get air. I felt as though I'm not a good enough boyfriend and need to prove to her that I'm capable of being responsible and commited somehow? I was walking down the street and I was thinking of buying some chocolate for Jade, just to make her feel better. I went to the chocolate shop and bought heart shaped chocolates with strawberry filled filling inside. I instantly licked my lips thinking of her biting into the chocolate... Damn my hormones.

After half an hour I decided to go home and check up on Jade. As soon as I opened the door I went upstairs to see if Jade was there, but she wasn't there. I panicked and checked the backyard.

"Jade!" I sighed in relief.

Jade looked at me then on the ground. "I know what you've been hiding Justin." She saids looking at me, having the urge to cry.

"I haven't been hiding anything." I reply innocently while walking closer to her.

"You sure about that Bieber?" She saids while looking at me sharply, trying so badly not to cry.

"I don't know what your talking about Jade? Please just tell me what I've done wrong?" I asked her desperatley.

"You.. You were texting a girl behind my back and flirting with her?" Jade said kind o confused. Oh shit, she must have read the text my step cousin sent, she's such a pain.

"Jade.. Please listen." Before I knew it Jade was running off.

I chased her not wanting her to escape. "Jade let me explain." I cried.

She ran into the near by park near the trees and suddently stopped and turned to face me. Tears streaming down her face.

"I know I may not be the ideal girlfriend.. I may not give you sex... I'm not that beautiful.. God I don't even know why you love me? You're perfect... and me I'm .." She was crying but I hugged her so close to me. I was crying, and yes guys do cry.

"Sshhh.. You are perfect! God you don't know what you do to me Jade! You make me go crazy and you make me feel good, don't ever think so low of yourself becuase you are a godess to me."

"I wanted to explain to you about the incident.. It wasn't just some girl who texted me it was my annoying step cousin, she's been annoying me for the past days and i didn't want to be mean to her and tell her to stop talking to me." I said while staring at you going closer to her.

Jade blushed.. "I.. I'm sorry I didn't know." The way she stuttered was so cute. I was leaning closer and closert pulling her towards me, as I grabbed her hips. I rubbed her back and she moaned while closing her eyes... I leaned down towards her and slowly, teasing her, pressed my lips against hers, she pressed herself against me and made me go crazy down there... I got really possesive and pushed her against the tree, kissing her neck while rubbing her arms... her moan was like the sound of an angel..

"We.. we should stop babe, uh.. otherwise everyone would see."

"Let them see.. you're mine baby." I whispered in her ear while she blushed slightly..

"I'm yours." She emphasized the word while kissing my lips and tugging onto my hair. She stopped and whispered into my ear.. "We shall finnish this tonight." She blushed while walking off waiting for me to follow her.. Oh she will be the death of me.

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It's been so long but you guys haven't inboxed me and I didn't know if I should continue this story or not. I know you guys have been waiting and I'm truly sorry, I've had some problems but it's all good. I love you all and please inbox me and kik me on drxwsmaze :)