i n s e c u r e

seventeen

How to know that im in love?

Shownu decided to type that out in the search engine after hours of trying to find a suitable question.

After google corrected his 'im' to 'i'm' he scrolled through the list of links and chose the first one.

Shownu knit his brows as he read the whole article.

" People who are truly in love tend to focus on the positive qualities of their beloved, while overlooking his or her negative traits. They also focus on trivial events and objects that remind them of their loved one, daydreaming about these precious little moments and mementos. This focused attention is also thought to result from elevated levels of central dopamine, as well as a spike in central norepinephrine, a chemical associated with increased memory in the presence of new stimuli "

dafuq does this suppose to mean??

He groan at the use of all those advance english words that was beyond his ability.

Shownu then moved on to other links and clicked the one that uses simple english, not knowing you can actually translate the whole page to Korean language.

" Seeing my girlfriend is always the highlight of my day. If you really love someone, you never truly get tired of him or her.

No matter how great your day might be going, your special person will make it better. When you just like someone, he or she might make your day better, but probably isn't the best part "

The lad thought for a second and smile sheepishly to himself.

But these questions were based on the love for someone of the...

opposite gender.

These answers never really catered to what he was actually looking for.

His hand nervously tapped on the edge of the desk. He wasnt sure if he should type in the next question but at the same time, he needs to clarify this strange feeling he is having when he is with Kihyun.

How to know im in love with a guy?

Shownu tilt his head and thought for awhile before pressing the enter button. He doesnt know what is the form of the question he should actually be asking.

But this is as simple as it can get.

" Some people may identify 'gay' as a different sexuality to what is given by this definition, for example a technically bisexual woman might identify as exclusively gay because they have only ever had sex with other women.Still, others believe that sexuality is a construct that is more or less forced on people through socialization.Whatever you believe, it's helpful to be clear on definitions, which are pretty much uncontested "

Shownu scratched his head. He thought that Google was suppose to fix everything. But it seems that his questions were left unanswered.

Now he has to find another search engine to thank for his Graduation Day speech.

Shownu then randomly click on a few tests and quizzes and silently hope that it would help him out a little bit.

The thing is, this is Shownu's first time encountering such situation. Being attracted to someone had never occurred to him.

All those BGR things dont matter to him at all.

And now when he is with Kihyun, it felt different.

No one makes him feel like theres butterflies in his tummy or a rapid heart beat as if he just ran 10km.

No one has ever done that but now, when he is always hanging out with Kihyun, he felt them. A lot.

Which is strange.

This is ALL strange to Shownu because he doesnt know how to react.

He thought that maybe he was hungry or that he was just sleepy.

But all this unexplained emotions happen whenever he is with Kihyun.

Which made him think , "Am i possibly in love?"

But why a guy???

And how?

He doesnt want to mistook this feeling for love.

He thinks that maybe because Kihyun showed care and empathy, he felt closer to him. And he felt that he can rely on him.

Maybe its just that.

And not love.

But that assumption didnt sound convincing at all.

oh god kihyun what have you done to me?