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Doctors ran as quickly as they can towards Shownu's room when a nurse told them that both Shownu and Kihyun was unconcious.

The whole room was chaotic as the doctors examine the both of them.

A nurse entered the room at 6am in the morning and found the both of them sleeping with one another. Shownu was hugging Kihyun tightly in his arms.

At first, the nurse find it normal.But after trying to wake them up, she realised that they are unconcious. Both of them.

That was when she called the doctors for help.

Shownu's doctor arrived at the scene and provided medical help to the both of them.

Even after performing electrical cardioversion, the both of them remained unconscious.

The doctor nearly teared up as he ran his fingers through his hair, knowing that the both of them couldnt be saved.

He massaged his temple and examine the duo. The slight smile on their faces break his heart as he noticed that there was tears at the corner of their eyes.

Maybe they knew that they were going to leave this world.

When the nurse found them this morning, their hands were intertwine with one another and they had a couple ring on them.

The doctor tilt his head and examined the room while the nurses contact their guardian.

His eyes landed on the laptop that was switched on.

He went closer and saw a word presentation entitled

Happiness
by : Shownu and Kihyun

Out of curiosity, he scrolled through the whole presentation.

Al ot of people have different views about happiness. Happiness to some can be having wealth while others find excitement over free food samples at the grocery store. Happiness is something that is never constant. And our happiness is way different.

My name is Son Hyunwoo. Also known as Shownu for short.

Coming from a wrecked family, I didnt know what happiness was. I never felt it before because all the people around me shut me down so bad and they never showed me any compassion. I grew up with wrongful teachings and maybe, at that point, it was happiness to me. Selling drugs, smoking, drinking and making nuisance in public area was what I was taught.

I never understood what happiness truly means until I found and amazing person named Yoo Kihyun. Before anything else, yes, its true that I love this guy. In fact, Im madly in love with him. Because why? Because he showed me what happiness feels like.

Kihyun is a guy who always feel insecure about himself. He would degrade himself so that it wont hurt when others do the same. Little did he know how amazing and beautiful he looks.

Kihyun was always there when I needed someone to talk to. I was so called an introvert and I hate talking but he made me like it. He would often find ways to start a conversation even when he finds it awkward. His consistent positive vibe and the little initiatives he does made me fall deeply in love with him. There is never a day I wished that I hadnt met Kihyun for he taught me that happiness is knowing that even when the whole world is against you, there is someone out there who would be your pillar of strength, regardless.

My name is Yoo Kihyun and I am Shownu's boyfriend.

Happiness to me varies a lot. One day, happiness can be finding money at the back of your pocket or having no assignments on a friday.

For me, my happiness is Shownu.

Yes, Son Hyunwoo, the guy behind all the rapid heart beats.

The guy who sat beside me during English and History lesson.

The guy who has the best cologne ever.

Shownu to me, is an angel. If you think angels dont exist, look at Shownu. He is the epitome of perfection. Many people constantly judge Shownu based on how he looks like. In all honestly, all I see is perfection. If you look at those eyes for more than 1 second, you'll immediately fall in love with him.

Shownu is a very quiet guy and I find that mysteriously sexy, heh. I know this is a project but I just want the whole world to know how much this person means to me and how much he contributed to my happiness.

And this is something I need to bring up. Happiness to me is when all of us are able to accept each other's differences.

It seems to be a problem with the society that I am in love with a guy. Why?Love is a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person. It doesnt have to be towards a specific gender. I think that all of us have to accept that sometimes people prefers a person of the same gender.

Why is that an issue to some people? Its not like gay people would make war once they are in a relationship right? All of us have the right to fall in love with whoever we want.

It is our feelings and we are the one who is responsible for it. Judging someone else for falling in love is what makes the society corrupted. Why do people have to fall in love with specific genders just to fit into the society? We all live only once so why must we be bothered by what other people say? People are still gonna judge us even if we do the right thing. Thats life.

Hence I concluded this project by saying, happiness is being able to be yourself. When we remain as our own selves, and not trying to pretend to be someone we are not, we tend to be more happy. We wont have to think so much about others as our differences are gladly accepted by society.

Side note , to Shownu, thank you for the amount of time you showed me how love feels like. In the short period of time, you managed to let me discover all sorts of things that I didnt knew existed. I never knew how butterflies could appear in our tummy but you made me feel it. I have a feeling that we wont be able to live together with people constantly throwing hate at us....but please be rest assured, till the day I die, you are the only one in my heart...and I thank you for existing...I would say till death do us part...but no....because I know that even if death do comes, I wont stop loving you....

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