Sarah Montana Living In The Boys' Dorm

Ch 95. Tracked

Dedicated to RainyGirls007!

Sorry for the late update!!! Omg the end is SO CLOSE!!! *cry

_______________

"Are you okay Krystal?" Emíne asked me and poked me from outside of the cover I had built as a nest.

"No. I'm in love with your brother." I cried. It was so quiet and I didn't get the courage to get out of my nest. Emíne doesn't want the same thing to happen to me that happened to Ambreal. She'd be crushed.

I looked out with my eye and saw her sitting on my bed with a serious expression. I pulled off the cover.

"Emíne..." I sighed.

"Wait." she held up her hand stopping me.

The silence held out for an eternity and I had the knot in my stomach that I had when the news broke out.

"You realised it now?" she asked, lying down on the bed. I did it as well.

"Yeah. Just how I've been thinking about him and what I just did earlier..." I said with a sob. I've betrayed my best friend.

"It was unavoidable anyway." she shook it off.

"Wh-What do you mean?" I asked her and turned my head looking at her.

"I've always known."

"What?!" I yelled. "Wh-Wh- Why didn't you tell me!" She turned around and looked at me.

"Well..."

"What about the whole Ambreal thing?! You were crying when you told me about Ambreal!"

"I knew all the time, so I had some time to think and observe. And I thought that you might not love him anymore if I did that but it just proved how much you loved him." she kind of laughed at it. I wasn't happy about it, but I got her feeling. I'm not the only victim here.

All those times I've thought that Darrén was only a special "friend" - I've been the dense one denying the thought of me actually falling in love with him.

I didn't know what to say. I couldn't think about myself only. That was not the time to be selfish and I had to be considerate looking at my circumstances.

"Yeah. I just kind of wish that I had noticed sooner. So that I could tell him before he'd find it out like this." I sighed. Emíne didn't look happy and she looked slightly guilty.

"But the response of your music videos-"

"Don't say anything about them." i cupped my hand around her mouth.

"Whaat?" she slapped it off. "But why?"

"I don't want to know. And that's it." I finished. Even if she didn't get the reason she gave up and went back to her business. When would it be over? Would it be over when America forgave me? When I come back and meet the press with a straight face? God, I have no idea. Even if I love it here, I don't love it as much as my home country.

"Emíne." I said.

"Yes?" she replied me while brushing her hair before going to sleep.

"Does Darrén know our location?" I asked her. I sat down on my bed looking at her with a serious face. And if he did know about it, would he come? Would he tell the press? Would he pretend that nothing happened and that he doesn't know anything?

"No. Only your mom, Chris and Ambreal knows."

"Why didn't you tell him?" I was disappointed, something that I could finally admit because I it was nothing compared to what I had admitted earlier after months of denial.