(collab) PewdieCry - The key to my heart.

Chapter four - Another guy

Ryan P.O.V

A lot of days passed since I got that conversation with Nathan. He never talked to me, so I had to just talk to the mirror. It was really sad, because mirrors don't smile at you and touch you. Mirrors were just objects. They were lifeless and useless things. 

The days were really boring. I was laying in my bed most of the time. If I wasn't, I was still in my room. I didn't really had the feeling that I belonged into the castle. I never had it, but on that moment it completely disappeared in the silence. Nobody cared about me. If I would sneak out of the house.. They wouldn't even see it. I was staring at the wall, because there wasn't really anything a 15 year old could do in a room without a computer, a television, a xbox/PlayStation or something I could amuse myself with. I used to like reading a good book, once in a while. When I started to get bored, I read every book that was inside my room. I was reading for days, but after a month, there weren't any books left. It surprised me, it were around 50 books. I read day and night, not caring about how tired I could be after that. Why would I care anyway? There was nothing I had to do, atleast nothing important. I was counting the days I was locked up in my own room, doing nothing but playing games with pencils and thinking about my brothers. I made funny names for them, but could never use them, because I never saw them again. I thought about how my parents made me meet up with a lot of girls. They hoped that my 'soul mate' was inside that group with desperate girls who wanted to have a lot of money and fame. I wasn't famous at all, so I wasn't the person they could use. If you wanted to be famous, use Sebastian. He would marry you if you were cute and if you asked it really nicely. He would be so happy because he married earlier than one of his brothers. I was probably the last one to marry. How could I get the attention from everyone? Probably not. If I were a girl, everyone would adore me and stalk me, because there weren't any female siblings in this house.  My mom hoped for a girl when I was born, but she was okay with me too, I thought. I hoped. 

I crawled into my bed and yawned. It was really late. I tried to look around me, but my eyes closed. My eyelids felt really heavy. I had been up for 2 days, without sleeping. I was trying to train myself to stay up as long as I could, but it didn't really made me feel better. It made me look worse than normal. Who was the last person who saw me? Probably Max, when he dropped a plate full of spaghetti into my room. Half of it fell on the ground. I didn't really wanted to eat, but it looked kinda tasty. I just ate it. That was today, Ryan, don't think like it's a long time ago. I was getting crazy. I slowly fell asleep.

"Ryan? Do you know what day it is today?" I heard a voice whisper, close to my ear.

I sighed and pulled the blanket all over me, while mumbling some words. 

"Tuesday?" I mumbled. 

I heard a soft chuckle. Wait, did that person called me Ryan? Was it Nathan? Wasn't he mad at me? Wasn't he the person who said he was disappointed in me? Wasn't he the person I thought who hated me? I opened my eyes and pushed the blanket away, looking at the person next to me. 

"Who the hell are you?," was the first thing I mumbled.

A guy with blonde hair and a smile looked at me. His blue eyes were shining. 

"You missed breakfast! Get out of you're bed, it's a special day! Your mother invited me!" he said, way too happy. 

I sighed deeply and looked at him. Was he a fan guy? Fan of me? That would be impossible, because I wasn't famous at all.  People didn't even know my name, except from the last part of it. 'Rosewood'.

"Why are you so happy and why do you call me 'Ryan?'" I mumbled, while slowly getting up. 

The guy looked at me, he seemed to analyze me.

"Didn't your mother told you that I was coming?" he asked, with a pout

I sighed. What time was it? If it was earlier than ten 'o clock, than I would attack him and probably try to kill him. Way too early dude. 

"Why do you sleep with your clothes on?" he asked me.

I didn't answer and walked past him, to walk down the stairs and shout at my mom that she had to threw that guy out of the castle, because he was really scary. But I was fucking tired, I didn't really slept for a long time, I think it was just 4 hours of silence in my head. I rubbed my eyes and yawned. I saw the guy looking at me, from the  corner of  his eyes. I slowly walked out of my room, while looking at him. Wait. My parents hadn't see me in a while. And Max would probably punish me if I walked down without having my guard on. It would be a big problem. And I couldn't be beaten if that guy was watching me from a distance, that should be so embarrassing. If I won, that would be great. I had no other choice than walking down, so I decided to just do that. I couldn't get rid of that guy without doing that anyway. But was getting beaten up better than having a guy who could probably amuse you? 

I walked down the stairs. The butler was standing in the hall, watching every step I made. I heard him mumble some words, before walking away. I closed my eyes for a couple seconds, feeling a little bit dizzy. I really was sleepy, wasn't I? Everything around me was moving, except me. Even if I closed my eyes, everything was moving. I felt like I was going to faint. I gulped and felt my body shake. What was happening to me? It was like something inside me was changing, but in a really weird way. My whole body started to shake now. I turned around. The weird guy was just standing in my room, looking at all the books in my bookshelf. He opened one and started to read a couple things. Why was he being so stupid? Couldn't he see that I was ready to fall down the stairs because I had a weird attack thingy? He could just help me if he looked at me!? I moved one step further, but felt something tingle inside my head. That was when I realized that I was going to fall down. I prepared my body to feel a hard hit, but instead of that I felt two hands and a warm body saving me from the stairs. 

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A/N Hurray! A new chapter! This really went in another way I wanted to do it, but it is kind of good now! Sorry for the shortness, as always. I just can't write long chapters, okay!?  So.. What do you think?