(collab) PewdieCry - The key to my heart.

Chapter six - Way too happy, but a saviour

Ryan P.O.V

"Call me Ryan, then," I said. 

He nodded at me, with a smile on his face. How could he be happy with a response that was so.. plain and a little bit rude. 

"Good. Can we go to the garden? It so beautiful outside. And we should get some tea! And if you have one, a radio. It would make this all so enjoyable! I-I mean.. If you feel better.. we could.. go outside.. Because it's warm there.." he said.

I chuckled, really quietly, almost inaudible. He seemed to hear it, because he smiled, really happy. 

"Did you just giggle?" he asked me, with the happy smile on his face.

I immediately shook my head. 

"Normal people call that a chuckle, or chuckling. Japanese school-girls giggle."

He looked a little bit confused by what I was saying. Like he couldn't understand all of what I said. And it wasn't that hard. 

"Anyway, yes, we can go outside, if we really need to. And we can get some tea and music. But what is the exact reason for it?" I asked, while slowly getting up again. 

I was kind of dizzy, but I tried to act like everything was okay. 

"It will make it more fun! A-and.. I don't really have another reason for it."

I sighed and looked at him. Why was he on earth? The only thing that he did was being way too happy and probably annoy people. But it was kind of entertaining me how he was trying to cover his happiness. I would just do what he wanted to do, after all. 

"Okay, sure. You'll get all the stuff. I see you in the garden, at the little shed, okay?" I asked him. 

Before he could say anything, I pushed him away from my bed. I could put other clothes on if he was away. I wouldn't allow him to see me in my underwear and not even without a shirt. I would feel so dirty and watched if he looked at me if I was changing clothes. If anyone did every walked into my room when I did that, I always threw something that was in my range, at them. A pencil, a book, or sometimes even a chair. And chairs would hurt, a lot.

I dressed up in another green t-shirt and blue jeans. It was really hot outside, but I refused to wear a pants shorter than the normal size. I didn't wanted people to see my legs. Never ever ever. 

It took a while before I got my hair in the right shape. It was really troublesome sometimes. It would never do what I wanted it to do. But it gave Felix more time to prepare everything. If Felix was his name.. I was really bad at remembering names. And birthdays. And people their faces or voices. My memory was really bad and my family called me stupid every time I forgot something. And that happened a lot. But it wasn't even hurting me anymore. 

I grabbed a pair of sunglasses from my table, before walking down the stairs. My brother Nathan was waiting for me there. I tried to ignore him, but he already started to talk to me. Did I have to listen to him or was walking to the door to the garden a better option? I guessed the second thing, so I tried that. At first I seemed to succeed at it, but I felt a hand grabbing me by my shoulder. 

"Don't touch me!" I yelled, immediately. 

I turned around. I was really mad at him, for not talking to me. The only one who talked to me was him. And when I did something that wasn't on purpose, he just avoided me and ignored me. I felt so lonely without him. And I wasn't planning on forgiving him quickly. 

"Can you please lower your voice, Ryanel? It's really bothersome and people will think that you're in trouble. And you're not. I just wanted to-" he started, but I cut him off.

"JUST LEAVE ME ALONE, OKAY!?" I yelled, really stressed out now. 

I tried to push him away, but he was way too strong for me. He looked straight into my eyes. Trying to deny those grey eyes was impossible, so I just stared back in his eyes, with a deathly look. I felt his grip tighten, he started to hurt my shoulder.

"I swear, I will drag you to Maxium and he will punish you.." he hissed. 

His voice was totally different than before. He was a whole other person. He used to help me. And where was that side of him now?! 

"Don't you dare do that. I will... I will.. hate you," I said, a little bit more quiet. 

He chuckled, with a devilish grin. 

"Like I would care."

That hit me right in my heart. He was the only person I loved. And he.. he.. Anger was boiling inside me. A voice pulled me out of the sad thoughts. 

"Leave him alone."

The voice.. the.. Happy.. Oh god. Felix. Nathan turned around, while automatically turning me around too

"Excuse me, who are you?" Nathan asked, with a really sweet voice.

Felix walked closer to us. He carried a plate with a cup of tea on it. With his other hand, he carried a radio and a note book.

"I'm a friend from your brother, over there. If you don't let him go now, I'll probably kick you."

A friend? A friend of mine? That was where he already went wrong. I didn't had any friends. And especially not someone who looked so happy. If I had a friend, it would probably be a girl. A girl with a bad ass look. A girl who didn't care. 

I usually preferred girls over guys, but that was because the only guys I knew were the biggest jerks in the world. 

"I'm so afraid of a guy from twelve years old," I heard Nathan say, mockingly. 

Okay, Felix had a baby face, but it was not that bad. I saw how Felix was getting closer to us. 

"First of all.." he started.

I closed my eyes. He would embarrass me more and more. And I couldn't do anything about it. Except from the fact that I could just tell him to go away.

"Felix. I command you to go outside and wait a quarter," I said, while yelping because Nathan was slowly killing my shoulder.

Felix didn't listen to me. In one second, there happened a lot. Felix did something what made Nathan fell on the ground, backwards. I was free now, but I didn't know who I had to help. 

The guy that was way too happy and protected me or the douche bag who didn't care about me? 

It was so obvious.. So I just did that. I stood on the side. I didn't help both of them. I had to wait and look at the result.

Nathan was laying on the ground, looking up at the 15 year old. 

"I'm fifteen. Second off all... You stop if someone says you stop. Third.. stop bullying your brother. Oh, and the next time I'm here I'll tell you the rest."

Felix kicked Nathan, which made me wanted to jump at him and slap him really hard. Didn't he knew that he was in danger now? He was so silly, it was annoying

Felix was still holding the plate and the radio and the note book. And nothing broke nor fell. 

"Come, we're heading outside to have some fun now"

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A/N: I personally think this chapter is quite shitty, but this had to happen meeeh. So.. What do you think?