(collab) PewdieCry - The key to my heart.

Chapter seven - Not started yet

Ryan P.O.V

"Come, we're heading outside to have some fun now!"

I was looking at Nathan, who was just laying on the ground, while looking at Felix like he was the devil. Okay, no, but serious, how could such a little happy guy get my brother down in just a tiny second? He was such a pro in being mysterious. 

"I said: we're heading outside to have some fun now. I can't grab your arm and drag you outside, so, just walk with me," he said, his voice a little bit shy.

I chuckled and started to walk. He just saved me. He was my saviour. I stopped with thinking about how he did it. I just started to appreciate it and didn't question it anymore. He could be my bodyguard for the day. For the day, yes. And if Max came, then Felix could beat him up and we could just go on with the interview. Maybe he even wanted to eat dinner here. And sleep here. As long as he protected me, I thought it was fine. And if he wasn't annoying me all the time, it would be okay. But would my mother say yes? Probably not. Did I need permission? Probably not. So I would probably just do it anyway. If he wanted it too.

"Did you just gig- I mean, chuckle?" he asked me. 

I started to laugh. Oh my god. Okay. I wasn't going to admit it loud out, but he was kind of.. adorable. No, that's not the right word for it. He amused me. Yeah. Amusing. He was amusing. 

"Yes, I chuckled. We should head outside now, before Max comes here and tries to beat you up too," I said, while giving him a smile.

Wait. Did I just smiled? I never smiled. Never ever ever. I always looked sad or mad. A smile on my face.. That was like a fairy tail. It didn't exist. 

"He can't beat me up. I would win in a fight," he said, before walking ahead of me.

I chuckled again. Anything, just.. something, made me laugh about him. His squeaky, annoying voice? His weird look? Just everything. 

We walked out of the castle together, Felix in front of me and I behind him. I was watching his back. His t-shirt was a little bit too small, so you could see a little bit of his back. His skin was really colored, from the sun, probably. So he was a lot outside the house? I actually never went outside the castle. I was as white as the snow. If I was outside, it was just for a little moment. To search for someone or something, after that, I just went inside again. It was the first time in three months that I came outside. The last time was when I was being chased by Max, because I yelled at my parents. 

I picked my sunglasses out of my pocket and put it for my eyes, so I couldn't be blinded by the sun.

"Eh, I'm going to pick my phone, I'm back in a couple minutes. Just wait there!" I said, without waiting for his answer

I always took my phone with me. Everywhere, I didn't care where. Even when I was taking a bath, my mobile lay right next to me, so if someone texted me, I could answer immediately. Not that much people had my number. And I never really got a message. But I just wanted to drag the phone close by my side. Most of the time I played with it when I was bored, but I always had to find the charger, what took a while. I was always way too lazy find it, so when the battery from my phone was empty, I couldn't use it for a while. 

I walked into my room and grabbed my phone from my bed. I checked if I had enough power to walk around with it for a day. And yes, I could. My thoughts dozed of to the moment that I smiled at Felix. I had such a weird feeling when I did that, it was too much to feel, so I smiled. And when I smiled, the feeling became even bigger. After that, it slowly disappeared. I hated it if I didn't understand my feelings. And there weren't many times that I understood them, so I ignored them most of the time. I walked down the stairs again, hoping that Max wouldn't be there, waiting for me. Luckily, he wasn't there. 

When I walked into the garden, I forgot to put my sunglasses on. The bright sunlight shined into my eyes, without a warning. I moaned softly and put my hands before my eyes, waiting until I could see normal again. After a couple seconds, I could see again. A warm breeze wind flew though the air. The first thing that I saw when I openend my eyes, was Felix. He was standing there, leaning to the wall from our veranda. His hair was moving in the same direction as from where the breeze was heading. A smile appeard on my lips again. I directly changed it into a normal look.

"So, can we start?'"  he asked, while walking to a chair.

I nodded at him and picked a chair, which I put next to the table. 

"Do your brothers hurt you a lot?" I heard him ask.

I didn' t like to answer that question. My mother and father always told me that it was normal to be slapped once in a while, because it would learn you what was good and what was bad. But.. was what they did normal? Sebastian ignored me the whole day, so he wasn't guilty. But Max did it a lot. And Nathan started now too. I didn't really felt like telling him what happened to me, almost every day, so I just shrugged my shoulders and sighed. 

"Come on, I wouldn't tell anyone. I'm just interested in you. I think you're special and interesting."

I picked a cup and poured some tea in it, while listening to what he said. The last words echoed through my head. He just got me with those words. Like he hypnotized me with them.

"It's a daily thing, basically. But I don't mind it anymore."

I was looking at his notebook, just reading some random things. He was a good writer, but he had an awfull long way to go. I had read a lot of books, and if he worked hard, he could be a writer too. 

"Do they hit you or.. kick you... stab you..?" he asked me. 

His voice wasn't as calm as before. It was shaky now. Was he afraid?

"Usually they use everything that hurts me, they don't care what."

I heard a chair falling on the floor, so I looked up from the notebook. Felix was standing there, his hands clenched in a fist. He walked away, without saying anything.

I didn´t really did something to stop him, I knew I couldn´t

What was I supposed to do with this babyfaced bad ass?

A-N Yay, a new chapter. Don´t really have something to say.. So.. what do you think