(collab) PewdieCry - The key to my heart.

Chapter ten - Staying over

Ryan P.O.V

Oh fuck. I was jealous.

I looked at him, with frowned eyebrows. 

"How can you be so smart, all of sudden?" I asked. 

He had a way to figure out what I really thought. It was really annoying. It already happened once before, when I was in my room, in my bed. He walked away. I yelled that he had to stay. He was just doing things on purpose to make me do things I could only do when I was jealous, sad or mad. 

"I never said I was dumb," he said, with a little smile. 

I sighed. Yes, he never said that, but he never said he was smart too. And he didn't really look smart. He was that kind of person who just did what was getting into his mind on the moment he had to do something. But no, or he could just think really fast, or he was really lucky. I hoped for me, that it was the second thing.

"Do you want to eat dinner here?" I asked, without even looking at him for a second. 

I picked his phone from the ground. It was.. a little bit.. broken. That was not my fault. he acted like he was calling Mad. That was not my fault. He did dumb things, not me. I was just.. protecting him from the devil called Mad. He would fuck him up so badly, it wasn't even funny anymore. It would hurt and break him. The happy guy would disappear. 

I never actually fell for his tricks, but it was so obvious what he did with all the other guys AND girls he had. He seduced them, kissed them, fucked them, raped them and then mistreated them. And in the end, he could even kill them. 

Why did I cared about Felix?

It could be the fact that he cared for who I was and that he actually came to the castle to see me. And that he saved me on the stairs, earlier the day.

"Are you doing this so I can stay away from Mad?" he asked, while looking at his phone in my hands.

"No.. I just want to know you a little better.." I said.

It actually sounded believable. It was like I really meant it, but did I meant it? It could just the real me from the inside. I wanted to save him so badly, it didn't was normal anymore. I actually hurt me to see how he wanted to be with him

"Do you promise we can have some fun then?" he asked.

The shiny layer that he had on his eyes before came back. It had disappeared when I started to say that Mad was a bad person. But now, it came back.

"I promise it, okay?" I muttered, while giving him his phone back. 

He threw his phone on the ground and grabbed my hand. He picked my pinky and hooked his pinky on mine. 

What the hell was he doing?!

"Pinky promise, pinky promise, you promise that we are going to have some fun today! Pinky promise, pinky promise! If you don't do what you promised, you have to swallow a thousand neeeeed-leeeees. Pinky sworn now.. Sealed with a kiss, CHUUU" he said, while trying to press our thumbs together.

I backed off and fell in the grass. This guy was fucking weird. 'Sealed with a kiss?' 'Pinky promise?' He was watching me, laying in the grass now. 

"What are you doing?" he asked me. "We didn't sealed it with a kiss yet.."

I frowned my eyebrows and crawled to the table, while getting up again. There was something wrong with that guy. Not just something, a lot. 

"What were you doing? Pinky promise..? Sealed with a kiss?" I asked him, while staring at my pinky.

The feeling from his little finger touching mine was really weird. But it was really warm and funny.

"Did you never had a pinky promise before?" he asked me, his eyes growing bigger and bigger.

Was it weird that I never pressed my thumb on the thumb from someone I didn't like? Probably..

"I never  swallowed a thousand needles before.... so I guess not," I said, while trying to understand what we did.

So I lost my pinky virginty? That sucked. 

 "You are not supposed to swallow a thousand needles, idiot. It's just a promise song. And if you break the promise, then you have to swallow a thousand needles. But when you pinky promise something, then you're supposed to never break the promise, do you understand it?" he asked me, while picking his phone up again. It was.. broken, as I mentioned before. 

"I guess I understand it.. But don't ever do something like that again without warning me. It was really weird when you just randomly started to sing without warning me. And it felt really weird. So just.. warn me, okay?" I said, a little bit calmed down. 

He started to smile again. The bright smile. The shiny eyes. Just like a little child in a candy store.

"So you think we can pinky promise again? Like- when I am warning you?" he asked me, while looking at his own hand.

"Erh, sure, if that is what you want, sure. It's really weird, but I don't really care about that.." I said, while walking to the door from the castle. 

"We should go to my room now, play a game or something. Something you like. Watch a movie, read a book.. I don't know what you like," I said, while sighing relieved. 

He was surely staying at my house. Even if I had to force him. No matter how. I could just lock him up in my closet and give him some food and drink.

Wait. That didn't really made me better than Mad was. I just had to treat him nice and seduce him to stay.

Wait. That was what Mad did too.

Goddammit.

There really wasn't a good reason to make him stay for him. But for me it was a lot.

"Eh.. Ryan...? If I sleep over at your house, can I sleep with you in the same bed?" he asked me, while walking to me, without even blushing a little bit, 

"Why would you?" I asked him, while walking into the house.

There was a long silence. Without answering my question, he walked inside. He just walked straight up to my room. 

When we were there, he sat down on my bed.

"Just to be close to you."

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A/N okay, this story it put on restricted for some reason, so I don't know who can actually read it, but I'm trying to fix it damn people. And I had a really good score for that test! So.. What do you think?