At like 4 am

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There's a girl .. crying herself to sleep

Everything seems off

Whenever someone notices her

They compare her shit to others

They don't know it's not a one day feeling

They don't know what she go through every single day

They don't know she's abused

They don't know she's threaten

They don't know she's broken

They don't know she's hurt

They don't know she's injured physically.. and mentally.. and emotionally

They don't know she committed suicide more then once and still wants to die

They don't know she's self harming

They don't know she still thinks she's not worth it

They don't know she's still thinking she's useless

They don't know she's sick of everything she is

They don't know her

They just tell her to be strong .. be patient.. things will be all right

It's not them .. it's her

She don't wanna tell them what's wrong with her ..

it doesn't seem to work .. nothing seems to be fine

But yet .. she never shows it

Never shows that she pretends she believers them .. cuz she doesn't want them to
Feel sorry for her .. she doesn't want to be known as the depressed girl

She just wants to entertain people around her
Because she probably know exactly how it feels to be depressed..

Yet she keeps everything inside .. right there .. until one day it kills her

She don't wanna live like this anymore

She is me..

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