I had been courting my sweet love Hayden for a month now . Today we were going to get a cat scan of his stomach that was operated on because he got hit by a beach cart .We checked in they said "Hayden Claire". We walked in the little room with a machine that shaped in a round curricle . They said "Mr. Claire lay down". He fell into my arms and he said "no i can't do it i can't sweetie i can"t . Once he pulled back i said "hold on one second sir is their a jacket i could put on". He gave me a yellow x-ray jacket i put it on and signed "is yellow my color" he signed "u look beautiful in anything sweetie". He laid down and i went to the other side . And he was crying i saw him i yelled "stop" they pulled him back out and i said "is their anyway i could get in there with him" the technician said "yes actually their is"he took my jacket off his smile was worth a million bucks. I climbed on the table and they rolled us back for the x-ray to be done i held his hand the whole time and he had his eyes closed and he rubbed my hand and squeezed it tight. They rolled us out and technician said "all done you did great". Once we got off the table he said "oh sweetie i love u so much thank u". He held me and i held him I said "i love u too". My cell rang as we walked out of the CAT - SCAN room . i answered it was Nichole i said "hello" she said "hey Jamie um can u guys come by my house our mom is here for her monthly visit and she wants to meet u". I said "we will be there". I hung up the phone and told Hayden he said "i don't mind in fact i want my mom to meet u i want a relationship with her she's my mother and i love her" i smiled and said "i am glad u do". Hayden and i talked about past on the beach that day and we both knew we had a lot of forgiving and healing to do
