93 days since i have been with Hayden and 9 days since our kidney opration's i am healing well and can't wait to marry my sweet love . It will 3 days from now is our wedding . Hayden said "3 days from now i will be the happiest man on earth marrying u". I smiled and kissed him softly on the lips. He said "my mom talked to my dad he might be coming to the wedding my father" i signed "it's fine sweetie i don't mine okay u don't need to ask me it's your wedding day too". He hugged me and said " i am just nervous u know about him being their u know" I hugged him and signed "if u don't want him their he doesn't have to be but he will be okay and if he isn't Karmi could always run him out of the chruch alright" he giggled and said "thank u and i am being honest about the kick out thing" i said "i am too". I hugged him and that day i went out to get my dress and hayden went to get his tux we were almost their almost to the alise almost to I love u"