As i sat with my beautiful man Hayden whom i had been with for 80 days now we had just finished talking about changing the date of our wedding to his grandma's birthday because he proposed on mine and i could see his grandmother was just as important to him as mine was to me and i felt so awful that i didn't see that sooner. I suddenly felt a sharp pain on my left side i squezed hayden's hand harder than usual . He turned around and said "sweet u got a quite a grip their are u okay" i signed "yeah am okay probley just pulled a muscule" hayden said "why don't u go lay down okay sweetie i will bring the ice pack up to u okay". As i slowly got up from off the grass a sharp pain hit me once again i doubled over hayden said "Jamie sweetie u need to go to the hospital". As i cried with the pain he held me and as i whimpered a tear ran down his eye he picked me up and put me in the car karmi went and got mom because she saw hayden put me in the car and we all loaded up in the car mom drove because as i was crying in pain i needed my sweet love . He kissed me on the head and said " I love u your going to be okay i promise i prayed to both our grandma's that u would". As i wimpered once again he rocked me and i felt tears on my head from him. I signed "don't cry" he said "this is hard for me i love u very much". As we got up to the hospital they checked me in and they gave me some pain medicene through ad IV and i was in som much pain i really didn't care about the IV but my sweet love wouldn't let go of my hand and he kissed my forehead about 3 dezoen times . As the nurses came in and diagnosed me with kidney stones i was like what that couldn't hurt that bad what. Hayden said "how will she treat them ". The nurses looked at me and said "Surgy we may need to take out a kidney". My mom busted out crying i was calm and Hayden looked at me and said "i am right here i won't leave u and if u need anything i will be happy to do it". The nurses walked out and the kidney doctor came in and said "we will need to remove a kidney and if they is anyway we could put one right back in we will the donor list is small now". Hayden said "i will do it i will". My mom smiled and i did too i hugged him and said "u don't have to ". He said "i will sweetie i will i promise i love u very much". After that request they took Hayden in for a CT scan and turns out his kidney is the perfect size and his blood type was too. I was wheeled in a wheel chair by my mom so i could be with him during the scan i squezed his hand 30 min after the blood test and CT scan . Dr. West sat down and came in and said "u 2 are a perfect match same blood type and everything we can do the opration and take out a kidney and put it back in all at the same time". Hayden smiled and said " yes yes". I said "so they stones are stuck in my kidney" he said "yes bascally if we removed the stones from your kidney we would rip it badly so it's better to just take it and until the surgy pain medicene will be given". As the doctor walked out i cried and said "u really love me". he smiled and said "yes i do and i am so happy i can do it i don't want u to go through daylias sweetie i want u to get out and stay out of here but i am doing this because i love u sweetie i do". I said "i love u too"
