I am sitting with my wonderful sweet faince of 73 days watching ai n ASL move when My sister walked in. She said " um listen I am sorry I shouldn't have said that u really because u had the hard life u deserve to cry for 89 years okay u have been through a lot". I smiled and said "thank u and my life wasn't that hard I mean I lived with granny it was perfect but I am glad u got to live with mom" Hayden looked over at me and said "I wish u would have got to live with your mom u know" I smiled and said "thank u and I do too but she didn't want to take me from the only life I ever known and letting me live wih grandma was a good life". Hayden said "so u forgive your mom darling". I smiled and said "I think I do I mean letting me live with grandma was pretty awsome she was doing what she thought was best as a mother". Hayden kissed me and said "u are amazing sweetie from the moment I woke up and saw u laying on my bed I knew u the most kindest loving person in the world but u didn't see yourself that way" . I smiled and said " I do now because of u I love u Hayden so much". I kiss Hayden softly on the lips. My sister smiles and says I hope I get married to a man I am completely in love with like u are Hayden.
