I am at hadens house right now we have now been together for 3 days. He looked over at me and signed "my parents were teenagers too I mean they devoriced when I was 13 mounts my mom raised me and then when I was 7 she gave coustdy to my sister". I looked at him and signed "I know it's hard my parents didn't care for me till after my grandma's funeral guess they had no choice" . He looked at me and frowned and said "I guess I am one of the lucky ones I get visits from her once every 2 mounts and she came to nh graduation". I looked at him and said "have u ever had speech therapy". He smiled and said no I talked to my grandma a lot ". I said did "she babysit u alot". He smiled and said "yeah on weekends man did I look forward to Friday evenings".I said "yeah I know my parents didn't raise me but my grandma was just as good". He said "I wish my grandma would have raised me but no matter who takes care of u what matter is that they love u". I smiled and signed a quick yeah. I realized that the mircale that might change me wa haden and i wanted him to help me talk my parents.
