Scintilla

38 - Until that, you are an empty shell

Start your car

Start to drive

Leave that small town where you know you can't move on

Don't hit the breaks just keep on driving

Drive until you can see there's a road ahead

Drive until your gas runs out

And sit silently in your car and look up to the stars

And question why did the universe turned against you and your love

Ask them with tears in your eyes

Tears staining your cheeks

And his silhouettes stuck in your mind

Why did they gave you something you can't reach

Find his face within the stars

Remember how his smile made your heart grow flowers

Feel every bit of bitter emotion you have

And scream it out to the sky

Then after that collect yourself

Collect those stars as well

Because those stars witnessed you when you were broken

Unlike him, who only saw your smile, but still you collected them once

Throw the remnants of him in your heart

And after that gas your car up

Leave yourself that loved him in that gas station

Leave yourself in that gas station

And find who you are once again

But until you can find adventures, memories, and someone again

You, my love is nothing but an empty, hurt shell.