See me as your abditory
The one that will hide you when you see monsters smile behind flahing lights
I will offer my arms to be the walls
that can withstand the storms happening in your head
And the quakes shaking up your heart
I can give you my hands
that will wipe your tears staining your cheeks and destroying your smile
Take my chest and lean in it so you can hear my heartbeats and some heartbreaks
despite the roaring thunders you were afraid as a child and is afraid as an adult in a very different reason
Use my hair as threads you need to weave broken paths and broken dreams.
To sew off open wounds to leave marks on old scars
See me as your abditory
Where I am empty enough for you to fill your tears when you can't just take anymore
See me as your abditory
The one that can hide you
And see you breaking down
And I, as an abditory cannot do anything but be there when you needed to hide from everyone
And I, as an abditory cannot say anthing and cannot comfort you through your loudest yawps
I am sorry for just being an abditory
Because I know I am not warm enough or kind enough to be your querencia.
-eris'
YOU ARE READING
Scintilla
Poetrysomething you might want to read when you're too drunk in love you don't remember what being sober feels like