This Killjoy Has A Bulletproof Heart

Plans & Confessions

"The plan is to sneak in the S/C/A/R/E/C/R/O/W Unit." Gerard said. "The security is going to be complicated, and obviously someone is going to know. The dracs will know. Some of us will hold them back while the others break in. We'll get Grace and get out of that place. I know it's not going to be as easy as I'm explaining it, but it's worth it if we get Grace back."

"So when are we going to go?" I asked.

"Frank, Gerard, Mikey and I are going next week, maybe the one after that." Ray said, playing with Evelyn's hair.

"How about us?" I asked, looking at Frank.

"It's too dangerous. We don't want you guys to get hurt." Frank said, squeezing my hand.

"But we want to help!" I said. I wasn't going to just let Gerard, Ray, Mikey and Frank go risk their lives without our help!

"Yea, we want to help!" Mayra said, agreeing.

"Me too!" Aileen said.

"I'm in too!" Evelyn said, sitting up straight.

"Girls, it's way too dangerous. We don't know what we would do if you guys got hurt because of us." Gerard said, looking over at Mayra. A blush crept up Mayra's neck, as she saw Gerard look at her.

"It's getting late. We should go inside." Frank whispered in my ear, while the others started their own conversations. I nodded my head.

We got up and said goodnight to the rest. They gave us funny looks, but we just ignored them. We went into the sleeping area, and I went in our bunk. Frank got in after me. We laid there looking at each other. A smile broke on Frank's face.

"What?" I asked him, with a laugh.

He shook his head no and started to lean in. I was shocked. Was he going to kiss me? Oh God, he's going to kiss me! I felt his soft, warm lips on mine and I kissed him back. I know this is going to sound cheesy but our lips moved perfectly. They molded together, like two jigsaw puzzle pieces. I grabbed two handfuls of Frank's black hair, and brought him closer.

He put one of his hand on the small of my back while the other cupped my face. We pulled apart, needing air, but kept our eyes closed and our foreheads touching.

"Wh-what was that?" I whispered.

"I don't know. Did you not like it?" he asked me, with a hint of worry in his voice.

"It's not that, it was just, unexpected that's all." I said. I opened my eyes to see Frank look back at me with a worried look on his face.

"Unexpected...in other words, you didn't like it because you don't feel the same." he said and his face dropped.

"No! I didn't mean th-" I started off but was cut off by him saying, "You don't need to explain. You don't feel the same way, and I understand."

He turned around and covered himself with the blanket.

"Goodnight." he said.

"Frank I..." but he wouldn't answer. I knew he wouldn't. I've learned lots of things from Frank over the time that I've known him, and one of them was that he was very, very stubborn.

'I'll talk to him in the morning.' I thought as I took my share of the blanket and went to sleep.

The sunlight hurt my eyes even though they were closed. I sat up and opened my eyes. I rubbed my eyes with my hands and looked next to me, and saw Frank wasn't there. I got up and went into the kitchen. Everyone was there...except Frank.

"Morning guys." I said walking over to the booth they where sitting at.

They all answered with their replies.

"Where's Frank?" I asked.

"Oh he's outside. Went to get a smoke." Gerard said.

I nodded and went outside, looking for Frank. I found him leaning on their car, with our car parked next to theirs. I went up to him and leaned on the car next to him. The cars were parked more to the side of the diner, so we couldn't be seen through the windows of the diner.

"Hey." I said. He nodded, acknowledging my presence.

"Frank...about yesterday..." I trailed off.

"Don't worry about it. You don't feel the same and I understand that."

I looked at Frank with a look of pure disbelief.

"Frank, I never said I didn't feel the same." I told him. He stayed silent. "Frank...c'mon Frank look at me!" I was mad. I didn't want to ruin what I had with Frank! He kept looking at the distance, ignoring me. I was starting to get frustrated. So I did the only thing I could think of.

I kissed him. First, the kiss was an angry kiss, but when he kissed me back, it was a kiss full of love and lust. And those lips of his. Oh his lips! They were perfect. They were so kissable, that I didn't ever want to pull away. But my lack of air made me do otherwise.

"So you..."

I nodded my head. "Yes. You have no idea how much I like you." I said.

He smiled at me and kissed me again. "Oh God. I was scared that you didn't feel the same and that I just ruined our friendship." We laughed. "C'mon, let's go eat something." he whispered in my ear. His lips brushed my cheek and I got butterflies in my stomach. Oh gosh what he does to me!

After we ate breakfast, we got a call from Dr. Death.

"Dear Killjoys, I know you have a plan to get Grace back. It'd be better if you put that plan to action soon. We don't want Grace to get hurt, and the longer we wait, the more possibilities of that happening. Sorry for the short notice. This is Dr. Death from Rout Guano, signing off." and with that, the message ended.

We all looked at each other, our faces full of worry and panic.

"If we have to go soon," Gerard started, "we should leave this week."

"But Gee, we're not ready." Mikey said.

"We aren't ready, and I know that but we have to go with what preparation we have." Gerard explained.

"We'll go in 3 days." Frank said. My heart stopped. 3 days?

"But we'll all go, right?" Aileen asked, looking scared.

"We already talked about this. It's too dangerous. We don't want you to get hurt." Mikey answered her.

"Fuck no! We're not going to just sit around while you go risk your lives! We want to help! We know it's dangerous but if we help each other, we can get Grace back. It'll be easier." I was so frustrated. Couldn't they understand?

"No. We're sorry but it can't happen. So just drop it. Please." Frank told me.

I sighed, knowing we wouldn't win this argument.

"Let's get everything ready. We leave in 3 days and we need to get Grace back." Ray said.

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