Dive (Harry Styles) AU

Chapter XI

I open my eyes a little but I shut them again right away, the brightness of the room making my headache even worse. I try to open them again and realise I'm in my flat sleeping on the couch, I grab my head with both of my hands, growling loudly. Great I'm fucking hungover! How the hell did I came home last night? What the hell happened? I don't remember anything, the last thing that I can slightly remember is seeing Harry with that girl all over him. Just remembering that, makes me so mad, I just wanted to push that bitch off of him with my fucking hands. I look at myself and see that I'm still using my last night dress, I must look like shit right now. I sit on the couch and massage my temples in order to at least ease my terrible headache. It was the first and last time I get drunk in my life, that's for sure! Suddenly I hear voices getting close to the living room, I immediately recognise them being Hannah and Katia. I turn my head in their direction when they enter the living room.

"Look who is finally awake!" Says Katia loudly, making my head throb even more.

"God Katia, can't you speak more lowly. My head is about to explode." I say still massaging my head.

"Someone partied to hard last night?" Says Hannah smiling, going to the kitchen.

"I will never drink again. I don't get why people get drunk every weekend? This is so painful." I tell Katia making her laugh.

"You are just not used to it. That's why you are feeling like that." She answers.

Hannah returns to the living room with a glass of orange juice and a tablet of pills.

"Here take this. It will cure your hungover, in an hour or so you will feel okay." She says handing me the glass and the pills. I take them and drink the juice, the cold liquid making me feel slightly better.

"So, what happened last night? Did you brought me home? I can't remember anything." I start making questions to fill the gaps in my memory from last night.

"We didn't brought you home, it was Harry who did." Hannah says smiling at me.

"What? Harry? I don't understand! He was with a girl last night, how the hell he brought me home?" I say confused.

"Last night you disappeared from our sight, we were trying to find you but it was really difficult because the bar was totally packed with people. Then I saw Harry dancing with some girl and I asked him for help to find you. I'm sure he did find you and took you home, because he sent me a text saying that he was taking you home and that you were safe." Hannah explains the events of last night. I can't stop the rage that takes over me when she mentions Karen and Harry together.

"So he just left her and came looking for me?" I ask.

"Yeah, she was so pissed at him and I think he left her without saying goodbye if he brought you home." Katia tells me, making me smile a little in delight just thinking that Harry left her to come to my rescue.

"When are you two going to admit that you feel sexual attracted to each other. Seriously, it is so obvious." Katia says looking at me smiling.

"Because I think it's not the only thing I feel for him." I say remembering what I felt when I saw him with Karen last night.

"What do you mean?" Hannah asks me, confused.

"I just don't know! The only think I know is that seeing him with that girl in such a intimate way left me heartbroken. That's why I got drunk, I just wanted to forget for a few moments the images of them together and my jealousy of her." I say trying to control the tears that are threatening to fall.

"Oh Mary, me and Katia already knew that what you felt about him was more that you let on." Hannah says hugging me.

"I'm just really confused, because I know him for what, two months now. I can't possibly be feeling this way about him in such a short time, it just doesn't make sense." I say.