Dive (Harry Styles) AU

Chapter XVIII

Harry's POV

I'm siting at a bar with a beer on my hands, hearing Niall bragging about a girl he met last weekend on a night club, but I don't know what he is talking about her, because my head is elsewhere or should I say on someone else. My weekend with Mary was the best I had in a while and I start to even tell things about myself, something that is fucking hard for me, sharing my personal life with someone else always was something difficult for me to do ever since I was little. Of course I didn't told her everything about my life, there are things that are better not to tell and my past is not something she would like to know. If she knows about that part of my life she wouldn't want to see me again. The thing is I can't take her out of my head ever since that kiss, that amazing kiss, that I keep repeating in my head over and over again, those innocent eyes and soft lips and the way her lips fitted mine was perfect. Jesus fucking Christ I'm losing my mind over this girl and all we ever done was just kiss, even though she doesn't remember anything. I'm not gonna lie, she annoyed the hell out of me at first but even then I knew she was different from all the other girls I've met before. She was the only girl who got close to me not because she wanted me to fuck her like all the girls do, she actually wanted to know me and be friends with me without any second intentions. This weekend, we spend it all in her place, watching crappy TV shows but I loved every second of it, even though I had to contain myself from kissing her all the fucking time and her wearing tight shorts didn't help. She is cute and sexy at the same time and the thing is, she isn't even aware of how much attractive she is. I'm interrupted of my thoughts with a slap on the back of my head.

"What the fuck was that for?" I angrily say to the blonde guy next to me.

"Are you even listening to me, you asshole?" He asks me while having a drink of his beer.

"Of course not, I don't really care about the girls you get to fuck Niall." I tell him.

"What's in your head? You've been like this all day." He asks me concerned, making me roll my eyes.

"Nothing important." I curtly say.

"Come on, I'm your best friend. I know when something is going on with you." He says.

"It's a girl." I admit. I can't fucking believe I'm saying this.

"WHAT? Harry stop joking around. What is really happening?" He says between laughs.

I give him a serious look hinting that I'm not joking, I'm not surprise of his reaction, I've never been a guy to get stuck in one girl.

"Oh fucking shit, are you serious!?" He says mouth hide open in surprise.

"Yeah man, I am." I sigh.

"Who is the girl? I have to fucking know her, she must be pretty special to leave you like this. I just can't believe a girl caused such an effect on you man?" He says way to excited, just like the way he is.

"Niall can you just fucking calm down. It's not like I'm in love with her or something. I just like her a lot." I tell him.

"No need to get on defence mode. Man if you like her just go with it, what's stoping you?" He asks.

"I just don't want to hurt her. She is too pure and innocent to have her heart broken by me and besides we have only known each other for a couple of months." I say passing my hand on my hair in frustration.

"Stop thinking of the worst outcome, Harry. Sometimes we have to risk in life to be able to get the best things." He tells me putting his hand on my shoulder.

"Since when did you become a fucking sappy man?" I ask laughing.

"Go Fuck yourself, quotes like this help people you know." He says grabbing his drink.