can't fall in love

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"Na-yeong!!!" My halmeoni yelled.

"What?" I yelled back cutting the vegetables I'm sure my halmeoni started cutting.

I have this habit of cleaning or cooking or just doing uncompleted things when I'm in denial or when I'm stressed about something. My halmeoni knows this, she's the one that told me that I do this.

"What's wrong Na?" She asked me.

"Nothing." I said with a blank face.

"Yeah, nothing's wrong... that's why you're cutting the vegetables I was cutting earlier." She points out.

"Well I have nothing else to do." I shrugged and continued to cut the vegetables.

"Is this about your halabeoji and I calling Seong Min your boyfriend?" She asked.

"He's not my boyfriend." I tried to say calmly and stopped cutting the vegetables.

"Na, we're just kidding about him being your boyfriend." She puts her hand on my shoulder.

"I know, but I also know that you both want me to end up with him." I turn around and face her.

"We just want what's best for you and he's actually the only man we know about in your life." She said. "And the only friend." She added.

"There's other men and friends in my life..." I trailed off.

"Who?" She asked.

"Well..." I try to think of people. "There's seven men in my life, I see them almost every day. And I have a friend, her name is Revy. Well, it's Kingston but she prefers being called Revy. Revy is her middle name." I explain.

"Who are these seven men?" She asked.

"My clients..." I practically whispered.

"You don't socialize with people that much. We just want what's best for you. So, is the boyfriend thing the thing that is bothering you?" She asked.

"No, well one of the reasons. Biggest reason is the fact that I have only about three months left-" she cut me off.

"To live?" She looked at me questioningly.

"No, well maybe. You never know how long you actually have to live. But no that's not what I'm talking about, I only have three months left to be the manager of these seven guys." I tell her.

"Did you get attach to them? Or get attached to one of them?" She asked me.

"Kinda both." I admit.

"How is it both?" She asked and lead me to a table in the break room.

"It just is, I feel like- I just- I don't know how to explain it. They are like family to me, I guess. Besides you and halabeoji, I have them. I'll protect them with my life and I feel like they would do the same for me. I've become really close with them and I don't want to leave them. I have around three months left with them and I didn't tell them yet. I don't want to tell them but I know I should." I sigh.

"So you explained the attachment to them but what about the attachment to one of them?" She asked.

I smile thinking about Taehyung again, "I'm not suppose to fall for any of them since I'm their manager. And that's how it's going to be. I'm not going to fall in love, I'm going to do my job and focus on school. But I'm getting attached to one of them." I admit.

"And the one you are getting attached to is?" She asked.

"His name is Taehyung. Kim Taehyung. He kinda has a crush on me and he's really sweet. He's also a total goofball and can be extremely crazy at times but he's a good kind person. He can't cook but he can lighten anyone's mood just by being him. He does the most random things sometimes. And sometimes he actually does dumb things but he also does smart things too, sometimes." I explain, spaced out thinking about all the times I've spent with him.

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