Working Forces//BTS//V Fanfic

ask you not to look at her

~Wednesday, April 24~

~Jin~

As Kookie and I are getting ready to go see Na-yeong again, Joonie appears at the kitchen door.

"What are you guys doing?" He asked.

"Nothing, why?" I asked.

"You're packing banana milk, is that mixed grain rice? Sweet potatoes? Seaweed? When did we get all this stuff?" Joonie asked.

"We bought it." Kookie answered.

"For what?" Joonie asked.

"Stop asking questions, we have to go." I tell him.

"Bye!" Kookie waved as we left.

*Time Skip*

"I feel bad for not telling them." Kookie said as we were in the car.

"I do too, but it's Na-yeong's secret to tell. She'll tell it when she is ready to tell it." I answered.

I saw Tae come back yesterday, I asked him how his date went. It sounded so weird saying date about someone other than Na-yeong. Actually now that I think about it, Tae and Na-yeong never went on any dates. Or did they? Did they go on dates and not tell me about them? He said he had fun, it wasn't as bad as he thought it would be. He looked happy for the first time this week, making me sad knowing he's happy while Na-yeong isn't.

When we got to Na-yeong's apartment, Kookie knocked on the door as I carried the food.

"Hi," she opened the door. She was in a pair of black sweatpants and a black oversized T-shirt.

"I've never seen you in sweatpants and a black oversized shirt." I smile at her.

She combed her hand through her blonde hair.

"Is that Tae's black t-shirt?" Kookie asked.

"Maybe, I was unpacking and put everything away when I came across this shirt with a couple other clothes."

"Aww... you two shared a suitcase." Kookie smiled.

"After I took a shower I kinda just grabbed clothes to put on." She said before yawning and letting us in. "What's that?" She asked pointing to my hands.

"Foo-" she grabbed the bag before I could finish answering.

"Ooh... seaweed." She walked to her kitchen and started eating it with chopsticks she grabbed from one of her drawers.

After a while of eating by herself she asked us, "you two want some?"

"Sure, if you're willing to share." Kookie shrugged.

She grabbed two pairs of chopsticks and handed them to us.

"Ooh... mixed grain rice and sweet potatoes." She opened the containers. "Did you guys make all this?" She asked.

"Yeah, we read online that these stuff are good for pregnant women." I answered her.

"Thank you both for doing all this." She smiles at us before eating the mixed grain rice.

"There's also banana milk." Kookie tells her.

"You don't know how much I appreciate you both right now." She grabbed the banana milk Kookie was handing her.

"It's sweet," she smiles at us as she drinks it. As she's eating I see her frown a bit.

"Are you okay?" I ask her.

"I was just thinking about Revy." She sighed. "She would be so happy about the baby, she would really enjoy this food, she would be acting as if she was pregnant to, she would probably even put a blanket in her shirt and pretend that she is pregnant, she-she..." Na-yeong sighed.

I could tell she was holding back tears, Na-yeong has never cried in front of any of us. Once in awhile you might see a couple tears but you'll never see her actually cry. She tries to be strong, tough, perfect.

No one is perfect, everyone has mistakes, everyone makes mistakes. To get to perfection you need a couple mistakes. Mistakes are apart of us.

I look at Na-yeong to see her back to eating. I wonder what she's thinking about.

*Time Skip*

"Na-yeong, I think you should tell Tae about the baby." Kookie tells her.

"I don't know, he's getting to know Dae-hui, he seems to like her. It might be for the best if he doesn't know."

"Are you not going to include him in the baby's life?" I asked.

"He can be included, see the baby once in awhile, be a part of the baby's life and all that." She shrugged as if it's that easy.

"I think you should tell him." Kookie sighs.

"I also think you should tell him." I agree with Kookie.

"And I think I need a nap, we can't all get what we want, right?" She smiles at us.

"Na-yeong..."  Kookie said, she stared at him for a bit looking confused before she blinked and looked at the ground.

"Uh, I'll tell him today if I see him. I have to go pick up my stuff from my office anyways." She said while still staring at the ground.

Why is she staring at the ground now? What just happened?

*Time Skip*

~Na-yeong~

I walk out of BigHit with my last box, I saw Tae with Dae-hui. He looked happy, I didn't want to ruin his day or mood by telling him I'm pregnant, I also didn't want to say it anywhere near Dae-hui.

I just then noticed Tae running after me to the door and towards my car. I walked a bit faster so I could act like I didn't know he was running after me.

"Na-yeong! Listen to me, we need to talk."

I stay quiet, not saying anything at all. Knowing that if I said something it might come out wrong. Still acting like I didn't hear him, I walk a bit faster.

"We need to talk about that night." He turned me around, panting out of breath from chasing after me.

I stay quiet still, not saying anything about anything at all but instead just staring at him.

"Tae?! Tae!!! Taehyung!!! Kim Taehyung!!!"

I look up to see Dae-hui in one of the windows trying to get Tae's attention, the room Tae and her, along with her friends were in.

Before Tae could look, I stop him by saying, "I try not to be selfish, I try to be as selfless as I can. I don't ask for much, I rarely ask for a lot. But I'm going to be selfish this one time and ask you not to look at her."

Tae does as I asked and doesn't look.

"Tae! Look over here!"

Da-hui gets slightly pushed by one of her friends and screams, Tae turns to look at her.

"You scared me!" She yelled with a laugh.

I sighed and blinked away a couple of teardrops before turning away from him and starting to walk away.

"So that night meant nothing? Huh?"
Tae asked.

"For you..." I wiped away a tear, "it meant nothing..." I stopped where I was to say without looking at him.

Da-hui came running down from the building and was now in front of Tae.

"Tae, did you not hear me?" Da-hui asked. "Come on, we're all going to play a game."

I blinked away a couple more tears and walked away from them.

Maybe another day, maybe not.

I get to my car and put the box in the trunk of the car. Going to the driver seat I turn and look where Tae and Dae-hui were. They were walking into the building together, arm in arm.

Goodbye Kim Taehyung. Looks like you won't always be mine. I said I'll be yours until you no longer want me, it seems you won't be needing me or wanting me any time soon... so I guess I will have to be saying goodbye. Goodbye Kim Taehyung. Goodbye Tae-yeong...