Managing. Is that my calling? Managing seven guys. Is that even possible? Seven guys with completely different personalities and yet same at the same time. Seven guys that somehow manage to balance work and fun. Seven guys that are all beautiful ins...
I don't know why, but I feel heartbroken. My heart feels as if it's clenched. I don't know why, Tae and I weren't even in a real relationship. I feel as if I did everything wrong. All the things I was afraid of happening happened. I lost him, but did I even have him in the first place? Was he even mine to lose? The hard impact of the ground hasn't come yet, but it will come and when I hit it will he not be there to catch me?
A knock at the door interrupts my thoughts.
I open the door with just a pair of gray sweatpants and a oversized white t-shirt on, my hair up in a messy bun, no makeup on.
"Yes?" I asked looking at the six guys outside my apartment.
"Oh so this is your apartment? How come I'm the only one that hasn't seen it or been inside it?" Hobi asked.
"I don't know, need something?"
"Get ready, we are leaving in a couple of minutes." Joonie replied.
"What do you mean we? I never agreed to anything and I am ready." I gestured up and down my body.
"Right... sure..." Yoongi nodded.
"How you holding up?" Jimin asked.
"Peachy, you?" I asked annoyed that they just showed up and want me to change.
"Did you talk to Tae yesterday?" Kookie asked.
"We talked briefly, not about what I had planned to tell him but we talked." I shrugged.
"Let's go get you ready," Jin smiled and pushed me all the way to the stairs, on the way there I saw him put his finger to his lips shushing the other members. He then pushed me up the stairs and to my room.
"Where are we going?" I ask.
"Your room, silly."
"You know what I mean." I roll my eyes.
"The hospital to visit Revy." He answered as we got to my door.
"I'm not going." I stop.
"You don't want to see Revy?" He asked.
"I can look at a picture of her," I shrugged.
"Don't you want to see her in person?" He asked.
"Be a weird creep and take a video of her and send it to me." I suggest.
"I'm not doing that."
"I'll wait outside the hospital in the car, you send me the video."
"Na-yeong-"
"I should get changed, you wait here." He stays outside the room as I go inside my room and close the door.
I can't go into a hospital, I just can't.
I change into a white crop top, blue skinny jeans, hoop earring, and black high ankle boots. My pants were a little loose so I looked for a belt, only to find the one Tae bought me. I grabbed a random jacket and put it on, since it might be cold out, took my bun out and ended up with waves in my hair. I grabbed my phone and purse and looked at myself in the mirror.
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