Working Forces//BTS//V Fanfic

Let's not talk about it

*Wednesday, April 17*

I wake up to arms wrapped around me. I turn to see that it's Tae's arms wrapped around me.

Wait, what happened last night?

"What happened?" I asked out loud to myself.

I feel Tae's hand on my stomach, not just my stomach... my bare stomach.

Am I wearing clothes? Why does my head hurt? I need to use the bathroom...

I stand up, a little dizzy and wobbly at first. I rub my eyes and realize I have no clothes on. I look to the floor to see my clothes scattered there along with Tae's clothes.

Wait... if Tae's clothes are there... then...

I turn to the bed and lift the blanket to see him with no clothes on.

What happened last night?

Flashes of the night before come to me and I realize what happened.

"Oh shit!" I whisper yelled. "I asked for a round 2? And-and it happened... I-I think there might have been another round after that."

I walked to the bathroom.

I need to take a shower, I don't smell like me.

I throw up in the toilet, brush my teeth and hop in the shower.

Last night. It happened. Do I regret drinking again? Do I regret the events that took place after it? I shouldn't even have drunk the first time, I'm not myself when I drink sometimes. I'm reckless when I'm drunk, more than usual.

"What was I thinking?" I ask myself. "Why did I let this happen?" I sigh. "How did I let this happen?" I turn the water off and scrub my hair and scalp with my shampoo. "When did life start getting so complicated?" I turn the water back on. "Who am I to feel this way? I don't deserve any of this, I'm not normal, I never will be." I condition my hair and wash my body. "Where am I going with my life?" I get out of the shower and grab my towels. I put my hair up with my hair towel and wrap my body towel around my body. I wash my face and wait awhile before brushing my hair.

I have to go out of the bathroom eventually, if not now, sooner or later. Maybe I should do some makeup.

I end up blow drying my hair, curling it and doing my makeup.

Alright, I'm running out of things to do to stall...

I sneak out of the bathroom and back into my room. I try to be as quiet as I can, trying to not wake up Tae.

If I get dressed and leave before he wakes up, then I can avoid the topic of last night, right? Right.

As I stand in front of the closet I hear movement on the bed. I freeze not moving at all. When the movement stops, I continue.

Why does it feel like I'm breaking into a house?

I quickly pick out an outfit and wonder how I'm going to change. I managed to get my undergarments on.

"Na-yeong?" I hear Tae's voice.

Shit! Is he going to remember the events from last night? Maybe I could avoid the topic...

"I'm going to go work on breakfast." I said with my back facing him as I head for the door.

Wait, I can't walk out in only my undergarments...

I go back to my closet and grab my robe. Wrapping it around myself, I leave the room.

I run down the hall and run down the stairs, running all the way to the kitchen. I look at the clock on the wall and see that it's six in the morning.