Searching For Something More (Brallie FanFic)

Callie's POV

Callie:

"Well, Brandon has had internal bleeding for the past 24 hours. We are guessing from getting kicked or beaten with someone extremely hard right below the rib cage. Only problem is we still can't find where the blood source is. We are going to have to put him through a large amounts of test until we find out" The doctor finshed and the day came flooding back into my head.

"Well.." Liam taunted me, I see Brandon and try to stay emotionless so Liam didn't see. Liam took a slight step back seeing Brandon. "Hey!" He threw his fist into Brandon's rib cage and he fell to the ground in pain. Liam kicks him in the same spot then knees on to him. I stand helpless, watching Liam beat the one person I think I may be in love with. I see Brandon try to reach the pepper spray just the smallest bit from his finger tips. Liam throws another punch this time at his mouth. Brandon grabbed hold of the pepperspray and spray him before running to my side.

My head falls into my hands and I sob "This is all my fault. It's my fault he's hurt. I could've stopped him. This is all my fault" I try to manage out to Jude. 

Lena came over to tell us Jude was coming home with us and I forced myself to stop crying. We then picked up Jude's things and headed home. Jude set up on the couch and I slowly forced myself up the stairs. I change into pajama's and instead of going to bed I walk across the hall, entering Brandon's room and shutting the room behind me. 

It's smelt so much like him that I smiled. I lead against the fall, slowly sinking to the ground and crying again. There was no one else to blame, it was my fault Brandon was hurt possibly to an unfixable spot as well. Footprints made me freeze. When I didn't hear them anymore, I stood up ready to exit his room when something caught my eye. 

My old desk. Something I kept in the treehouse and it was the only thing moved. 

I smile walking over to it. I open the the drawer and sit into the chair that Brandon left next to it. I see a blue notebook and I set it on the desk, opening to the first page. 

Callie left yesterday, I dont know when I'll see her again. I hope soon. I can't manage without her. 

I flip to the next page, and it started almost the same but it was the second day I was gone. I flip throughout the book when a page deep inside caught my eye. I was writin in a red pen and some of the words got smeared from tears. I made myself read the page. 

Callie's been gone for a long time now. Long enough to make everything seem like a regular thing, walking down the hall walls alone, sitting alone, hearing people whisper about how I'm friend with a crimnal. I often ingore them because I know who Callie is and they have no idea. I started to get ideas so I ask my mother. "How do you know when your in love?" I figured it out, I'm in love with my best friend. Callie Jacobs. 

I let the tears fall onto the page as I hear a slight knock on the door before it opened. Stef stood in the doorway smiling. 

"I figured I'd find you in here" She smiled and sat on his bed, before seeing the I was at the desk. "Oh yeah, once you left Brandon went to the treehouse daily. Hoping to find apart of you there, he didn't want to change it much but he wanted the desk here more then anything. I hope you don't mind". 

"Of course not," I hold up the journal. "Since when does Brandon document?" I asked with the slightest smirk on my face. 

"Only documents he ever did was once you left. He felt that writing about it would take away the pain but really I think it just brought more" Stef smiled and walked over to the desk, searching in the open drawer. 

She stops pulling out a small box and opening it. She pulls it towards me before standing up and leaving the room. 

I grab the small box and lay onto Brandon's bed. I look inside to see a thousand pictures of us. I pull them out and the first one is a picture of us all dressed up for a wedding and he was giving me a kiss on the check. I had the biggest smile possible. I flip the picture to the back to see another one of us, this time in the middle of a giant hug at the park. One of me with a cut open knee and him holding my hand. One of him crying and be wrapping my arms around his neck. One in the treehouse of us making tea. 

I continued to flip through every single picture until I fell asleep like that. 

I wake up to the sound of someone's phone ringing, I jump up looking around the room until I see Brandon's phone by his piano. I grab it and answer before seeing who it was. 

"Hello?" I questioned

"Um.. hi? Is this Mariana?" It was a female

"No.. Callie" I could hear a gasp from the other end. "And this is..?" 

"Tayla, Brandon's girlfriend" I felt my heart shatter into a million pieces, but I should have guessed. 

"He's busy, I'll tell him you called" I smirked into the phone before hanging up. 

I look to the bed, seeing all the pictures scattered around. I smiled, picking them up and placing them back into the box. I grabbed the box and notebook. I open the drawer again and place the blue notebook on top. I see a number of notebooks and papers through out the drawer before running into a CD. It labeled: 

For: The one and only Callie Jacobs, the moment I tell her I love her.

My breathing hitched and I wanted nothing more then to listen to it right then and there.

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AN: I always enjoy the cute things that little kids do as best friends! 

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