||Thomas Jefferson||
:December 13th, 2017:
Word got around that Alexander Hamilton had been in the hospital under critical condition due to getting ran over by a car. Normally I joked about this sort of thing...but...
It didn't feel right. With Alex being gone, some part of me felt...missing. I didn't know why. But I somehow felt sympathy for him and his friends. No way anyone saw this coming.
I know, I have always been an unforgiving-know-it-all-asshole to Alexander but I felt...sad. I didn't want him to die. No one deserves a fate like that.
I also feel really bad for John Laurens, his boyfriend. He hasn't come to school since the wreck and I heard that he was not taking the news lightly. I could only imagine what he was going through. I see how close they are when they're together.
It gave me shivers. I don't know how I'd react to loosing Jemmy. He's my everything and just the thought of loosing him makes me feel so...sad.
There's that word again. Sad. I didn't feel this emotion often. I normally felt anger and joy— joy from being an asshole by the way. I don't get happy like the way kids do when eating candy or some shit. Well, that's a lie. I sometimes get soft and happy when I'm with Jemmy. He just brings that side out of me.
But that side has been put away for now. I suddenly feel broken with Alexander in the hospital and Jemmy is starting to worry.
"Hey, Tommy, you okay?" He asked hesitantly as he lied beside me on the bed. I sighed and faced him.
"I don't know. I just feel like shit. That's all."
"Is this about Hamilton?" He asked.
I shamefully nodded.
"Normally I hate his guts but I feel sympathy for him and his friends. I can't imagine what they're going through or what may happen to him. I don't think he's going to be fine any time soon. It just makes me...sad. And I don't know why." I explained to him.
He compassionately hugged me softly, his face in my chest. I hugged back with a sigh.
"He'll be fine, Thomas, I know it. Everyone knows it. Just hang in there."
Gosh, he makes me feel so much better in situations like this. How does he do it?
I kissed the top of his head, "Thanks for always comforting me, Jemmy. You make me feel so much better. I love you."
He kissed me, "I love you too."
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