Spot Conlon X Reader

Heart Attack (Guy Version)

Spot's POV
"Ya can't be doin' dis Spot. It won't end well foi nobody." I whisper to me self as I head up to the roof of the Brooklyn Loggin' House. "Ya can't be doin' dis." I said again.

"Puttin' my defenses up

'Cause I don't wanna fall in love

If I ever did that

I think I'd have a heart attack

Never put my love out to the world

Never said "Yes" to the right girl

Never had trouble getting what I want

But when it comes to you, I'm never

good enough

When I don't care

I can play 'em like a Barbie doll

Won't wash my hair

Then make 'em bounce like a

basketball

But you make me wanna act like a

guy

Buy you drinks and take you out

Yes, you make me so nervous

That I just can't hold your hand

You make me glow,

But I cover up

Won't let it show,

So I'm...

Puttin' my defenses up

'Cause I don't wanna fall in love

If I ever did that

I think I'd have a heart attack

I think I'd have a heart attack

I think I'd have a heart attack

Never break a sweat, never getting

shy

When you come around, I get

paralyzed

And every time I try to be myself

It comes out wrong like a cry for help

It's just not fair

Pain's more trouble than it all is worth

I gasp for air

It feels so good, but you know it hurts

But you make me wanna act like a

guy

Buy you drinks and take you out for

you

Make me so nervous

That I just can't hold your hand

You make me glow,

But I cover up

Won't let it show,

So I'm...

Puttin' my defenses up

'Cause I don't wanna fall in love

If I ever did that

I think I'd have a heart attack

I think I'd have a heart attack

I think I'd have a heart attack

The feelings are lost in my lungs

They're burning, I'd rather be numb

And there's no one else to blame

So scared I take off and I run

I'm flying too close to the sun

And I burst into flames

You make me glow,

But I cover up

Won't let it show,

So I'm...

Puttin' my defenses up

'Cause I don't wanna fall in love

If I ever did that

I think I'd have a heart attack

I think I'd have a heart attack

I think I'd have a heart attack

I think I'd have a heart attack

I think I'd have a heart attack." I sang.
"What is dos goil doin' ta me?" I asked me self. "Spot? Youse good?" Ace asked. "Yeah, yeah. Ise ok. Now off ta bed ya bum." I said. Then I went ta bed. What am I gonna do 'bout dis.

A/n: sorry for the short chapter!