Lust | kaisoo

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**warning: light smut, light drama**

dks

thud thud thud thud thud thud

I rubbed my hand. Maybe I had knocked too hard?

Standing there, I took in deep and shaky breaths. I played with my fingers and thought about everything I should say.

He opened the door and I looked up, forcing a small smile.

"Hey Baekhyun.. um.. can  I come in?" I said, rubbing the back of my neck. His face grew red but he nodded and let me inside.

•••

"He told me he would pay me to have sex with him.. and to kiss him in the hallways," Baekhyun admitted. He and I were sitting on his bed, and it had been maybe an hour since I had arrived to his house.

"I.." I sighed, unable to find the right words while looking down at my hands in my lap. Thoughts were running through my mind.

"Chanyeol convinced me to stop.."

"Well., it's good that he looks out for you like that.." I shrugged, my phone vibrating in my pocket. I took out my phone and looked at the number.

Blocked Number 

***-***-**** is ringing 

Hesitantly, I answered and spoke into the phone. "Hello..?"

"Soo.. Come over.. Please..?" 

The familiar voice brought tears to my eyes.

"I'm-.... busy.." 

"You can make time.. Come over," he hung up.

"Eh.. Baekhyun, I've gotta go. It was great talking to you," I said with a small forced smile, hugging him before leaving his house.

•••

kji

I paced back and forth in my room, waiting for Kyungsoo's arrival.

I wasn't sure if he would actually show up, but something told me that he would.

Growing impatient, I decided to take a nap.

•••

Waking up on my bed, I immediately noticed that it was pitch black outside. My heart sank down to my stomach and my stomach sank down to my feet. I was devastated. He really hadn't shown up.

My eyes filled with tears and I began to cry. I cried for what seemed like forever, curled up on my bed as if I was a small child.

I decided to go back to sleep until I was woken up by a soft tapping noise. It startled me at first, but I figured I would go investigate. I looked out my window and saw Kyungsoo standing there, throwing little pebbles at my window panes. I couldn't help but smile to myself.

I opened my window and climbed out onto the small roof landing, directing him to climb up the ladder propped up against our small house. Because of the time of night, I decided this was the best way for Kyungsoo to come in. I watched as he slowly climbed the ladder.

The moonlight reflected off of his features, causing my heart to flutter. I stared as if it was the first time I was ever seeing him.

He sat down next to me, staying quiet. I don't think he knew what to say, either. So much had happened between us and it had grown to be so childish.

Letting my subconscious take control of my body, I took Soo's chin and turned it so he would look at me. Without another thought, I leaned in and pressed my lips to his.

Strawberries.

•••
dks

We kissed for so long that our lips had become sore and swollen.

But it was so worth it.

"It's cold.." I mumbled between kisses. He pulled away and climbed into his room through the open window, putting his hand out to help me inside as well. "We really need to talk about Ba-"

I was interrupted by his lips again, and he pulled me close to him by my hips.

Despite everything he had done to screw me over, I couldn't help but kiss back. I couldn't help but follow his lead when he pulled me into bed.

I couldn't help but make love to him.
•••
Waking up the next morning was the weirdest feeling I think I've ever felt.

I woke up with the sun on my face, and Jongin's warm naked figure pressed against my back. His arms were linked around my waist, and his breath against the back of my neck.

I smiled softly and turned to lay on my other side so I could face him.

"Jongin.." I whispered, looking at his soft sleeping expression. My hand raised to rest against his cheek, my thumb rubbing his cheekbone. "Psst..."

He slowly opened his eyes and a handsome smile spread across his face.

"You haven't left..?" he whispered in return, looking at me with the sweetest gaze possible.

"I'm not going to leave anymore.." I said in the hushed tone, resting my cheek against his toned shoulder. He smelled so nice..

I had already forgiven him.

~

Authors Note

IT'S BEEN SO LONG..
so.. happy new year!!
life has been a bitch to me recently, a lot of things have happened over the last year and I'm just trying to cope with it all. I really do hope to begin updating this story more, especially because the end is coming..
Q/OF THE DAY:
Should there be a sequel to this book??
Would you read it??