Irresistable *One Direction* FINISHED!

My Awaited 6 month Scan

Lana POV

Today is my 5 month mark that I got pregnant.. Even today it still haunts me, but I regret nothing. 

*Flashback*

We pulled away and we just looked at each other in our eyes. His bright green emerald green eyes sparkled in my eyes. His brown curls sat nicely above his head, just lying still, and only moved when he did. He suddenly smirked and grabbed my hand in his. "Come with me.." I smiled and laughed lightly. "Oh Harry, I thought that w-..." He picked me up bridal style and carried me, kissing me passionately every so often.

He pushed the door open with his back and plumped me down onto the double bed that lay still in the middle of our room. "Ive missed you so much, I've wanted you really bad.." Harry layed beside me, panting hard and trying to catch his breath just like we'd just has sex or something, but that wasnt the case. Hes only carried me up the stairs and Im probably really heavy. He rolled over so we were face to face, and we drew closer and closer to each other, inches of his sweet and soft lips touching mine. I just sighed and closed the gap. Our lips moved in sinc with each other, with our hands intertwining with each other.

Harry deepened the kiss, makimg me want more and for me trying to catch up with his speed. He bit my bottom lip, signaling for me to give him entrance. I did so, opening my mouth ever so slightly, but his tongue darted right in, automatically dancing and fighting with mine. He pulled away from me, got off the bed, and started undressing himself. Ive only ever seen Harry naked once or twice, not that often actually. He crawled back onto the bed, hovering over me, and sliding my top off. "Harry I thought we s-..." He put his finger to my lips. "Sssh, its ok. I want to do this. With you. If your not ready then I understand. I'll just have to wait. I dont want you getting hurt if your not ready and stuff..." I smiled. "Thank you Harry for understanding." I kissed him back, and wrapped my arms around his neck. He pulled away from me. "I thought you just said to me that your not r-..." I put my finger to his lips. "Sssh, its ok. If your not ready I totally understand." He laughed and so did I. "Are you sure you're ready for this?" Harry asked, reaching behind my back, hoping for me to say yes. "Totally." He unbuckled my bra strap, and I slipped off my shorts. He took off his trousers annd we crawled into bed.

*Skip*

*End of flashback*

I remember wanting to go out shopping the next day, and I walked into Cafe nero, brought a muffin and milkshake, and got on with my shopping.

*Flashback*

I walked into different shops, and came out empty handed. I walked down particular aisle, and suddenly stopped. No, I cant be! I thought. My heart was beating faster and faster as I urged my hand to pick it up. I did, forcefully, and brought it along with some sleep tablets, headache tablets, and some more perfume. I walked out, feeling nervous because I brought it.

I drove home, in silence and kept thinking. If I am, that means Ive kicked Harry out for no reason. I need him! We need him! I soon drove down my road and pulled the car into my drive, and cut off the engine, sighing in the process.

*End of flashback*

There was a knock on the door, and I groaned rolling over in process. "Hello love.. Here is a luscious breakfast." Harry said, as  saw him smile, and he placed the tray down infront of me. The morning sicknesses have died down now, just sick every once in 3 weeks or so. "This is lovely Harry, thank you!!" He beamed and nodded. "Im glad you like it." He replied. Harry had made me a nice healthy cereal breakfast that had raspberries, blueberries, Dried apricots, with chopped green and purple grapes, with a side of my usual smooth orange juice. "Im going to have a shower, I'll be down soon. Dont forget about the scan!" I smiled, and went to pop a kiss on Harrys sweet lips.

He smiled in response. "Im going to the gym soon, and then I have to go to the studio. Apparently Simon wants to see us." I felt my face go from excited to, scared and worried. "Be quick Harry. I dont want to go without you.." Harry gave me a reassuring smile. "Dont worry, I will be back in time... What time is it anyways?" I shook my head, and let out a small laugh. "Its at about 1 in the afternoon. So please be back.." Harry kissed my forehead and smiled. "I'll probably spend about 1/2 - 3/4 of an hour at the gym, taking it up to about 11... Andvthe meeting is about an hour. So I should be ok." He smiled once more before heading downstairs and out the door. I wabbled over to the mirror, and turned to the side to see how big it actually was, and to be honest, it was quite big and getting me really tired out quickly.

I turned the taps on, and watched it fill up the bath, with my scented vanilla and strawberry bubble bath. I took off my so called pjamas and gathered all my strength to slip myself into the warm water. I washed myself and my hair. Once I was done, I just decided to relax, let everything sink in, and for my mind to be let loose and to spend at least 5 minutes worrying about nothing.

*Dream*

"Harry Im not ready for this!" I cried in the back of the ambulance, "Im sorry we couldnt finish our last day together... I thought the baby was due in 2 days time!!" Harry rubbed my head in circles, and put his hands through my silky brown hair. "Sssh, its ok. Im here and have been the whole way. You've made it." I smiled up at Harry, but a sudden wave of pain came through my stomach. "AAAAAAH!! Its killing me... *Heavily breathing loudly*" "Please ma'am, just hold it for a few more minutes... We're nearly at the hospital." I shook my head frantically.

"I-..I-I-.. I cant.. The baby is coming and Im struggling to hold on. AAAAAH!" I cried again. Harry soothed me again, trying his best to keep me calm. "Remember what the doctor said about stressing Lan-.." I cut him off in anger and upset. "I know Harry, but this baby is forcing its way out... I cant take it anymore." The vehicle came to a stop, and I was wheeled out and into the delivery room. Harry held onto my hands all the way. "Harry, I love so much.. But Im just too tired... I-.... I-.." "Cmon Lana, push,... Push!!" With all my might, I pushed as hard as I could. "In 3. 1....2....3!!" The doctors and nurses yelled.

*End of Dream*

I awoke suddenly, and looked at the clock. 11:30am. I finished off, and climbed out of the bath, wrapping my towel around me and I walked into the bedroom. I slipped on some clean underwear and then surfed my wardrobe for some comfortable clothes to wear.

I decided on a pair of creme quarter length trousers and a white top with 'Living Life In LA' written on it with a big city in the backround. I tied up my hair, and waddled over to my dressing table to do my make up. Not much was needed, so it didnt take long. I walked downstairs carefully, making sure I dont fall and hurt myself. I layed down on the sofa, and waited for Harry to get home.

* 1 hour later*

It seemed that I may have fallen asleep, as I awoke to keys gingling, and the front door being opened. I rubbed me eyes, my eyes soon adjusted to notice it was Harry. "Hi Harry!" I said, grabbing onto the material on the sofa trying to pull myself up. Harry noticed and rushed over to help me up. "Oooh no! Let me help." Harry held out his hands for me to take, and I accepted. Harry slowly walked backwards, which meant that I was being pulled upright. Harry planted a kiss on my sweet lips, and our hands joined together as I put my shoes on, and we headed out the door to my appointment.

*Skip car ride*

The same lady that was checking Harry out was now behind the computer. Our hands were still entertwined. "How may I help you?" She asked in a nasty, but polite(ish) way. "Im here for a 6 month pregnancy scan." I smiled a fake smile that seemed genuine, and the lady went away tapping on the keyboard. "Name?" She asked, very sarcastically. "Lana Styles." She nodded. "Ok, please go and wait over there in the waiting room and you shall be seen shortly." Harry and I wandered over and we sat down next to each other. I leaned in close to Harry, resting my head on his shoulders.

Minutes went by, and it wasnt long before they called out my name. "Lana Styles to room 7 please." We both got up, and we walked over to room 7.