Lana POV
I locked the door behind me before Harry could hurt me. He suddenly started banging on the door. "No Lana, dont do this to me! I need you, we need you!" Tears fell, silently but I could tell Harry was being killed inside. Whenever I cry, he always goes quiet and his voice is softer than usual. "Lana please..." He banged on the door repeatedly, but I didnt budge. "Im sorry Ive made you like this, please forgive me." I wiped my tears away, and opened the door. I must've looked terrible with the smudged makeup but I dont care. "Lana, thank goodness!" He hugged me tight. What he doesnt know, is that I did cut myself. It felt so good to do it again, but if Harry ever finds out, he'll shout at me. "Me too!" He kissed me gently on the forhead, and took his hand in mine and took me downstairs. "Please dont try and harm yourself. I dont like you har-..." He spotted something on my arm and went to pull up my sleeve, but I yanked my arm away from him. Tears were brimming in his eyes, but I didnt feel anything. "Why Lana? I thought you told me you had stopped?" I nodded.
"I did, but when you were away, I found the razor and started harming. Im really sorry Harry. I dont know what made me but I was just looking for some pills and then I found it. Please forgive ne. I promise that I won't do it again." Harry pulled me closer. He took my arm and led me into the kitchen. "Lets sort your arm out." He wet a cloth with warm water, and wiped away the blood. I tensed at the warm water rouching my skin. "Aaah!" I cried out in pain. Harry held tight onto my hand. "Oh sorry love. I'll try and be more careful." And he was. He wrapped my wrist up in a bandage and helped me down from the kitchen work top. "Lets order some pizza and watch a movie..." I nodded. "Great idea."
* 1 hour later *
We were snuggled up on the sofa, eating pizza and watching Toy Story. Although its Liams favourite movie, Harry regretedly likes watching it too. "To infinity.... And BEYOND!" Buzz lightyear said, running on the bed, and jumping off. I snuggled closer to harry as I got more tired. "These cravings are driving me crazy. Harry, can you go and get me my Ben and Jerrys chocolate fudge brownie ice cream please? Oh, and my other tub of ice cream please?" Harry looked at me wide eyed. "A-.... Are you sure?" He asked, slightly concerned of me eating so much ice cream. "Positive." He laughed and went to go and get it.
* 3 hours later *
It was getting late, and we both decided to go and get ready for bed. I was brushing my teeth, while Harry was getting changed, and then I was gerting changed while Harry was brushing his teeth. I jad already snuggled into bed,and I was waiting for harry. I heard Harry turn out the bathroom light, and then I heard footsteps coming towards me. "Hello Harry." Harry smiled. I felt the bed sink as he got in. He kissed me on the cheek and turned over to his side. "Goodnight Lana." I smiled, and leaned over to kiss him back. "Goodnight Harry."
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