I'm sorry brother ⚣ vkook ⚣ completed

Chapter 16

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I was frozen.

I didn't know what to do. Kiss him back? or push him away? So I just sat still, eyes closed as he pushed his lips against mine.

He started moving them, urging me to move with him. I did so without thinking. My whole brain had been turned to mush the moment his lips touched mine.

His hand held my cheek and he moved closer. Trying to close the distance. I felt his tongue over my bottom lip and opened my mouth slowly, letting it in without knowing why I did that.

I felt his wet muscle roaming around in my mouth, as if he was trying to lick every single spot. His tongue touched my own, inspiring it to dance with his. He tasted so good.

The kiss got intenser, and at one point he ended up straddling me while I laid back on his bed. The moment continued until I felt something hard against my thigh. I suddenly pulled away, moving to sit up with a seeming shock as I looked at him in surprise.

He just kissed me...

His face showed some confusion and guilt, but overall fear. I didn't know what to do with it. What to say or do. I chose to push him off, ignoring his apology and the callings of my name as I walked out of the room without looking back.

He kissed me, and got hard because of it.

I shook my head and decided to go cycle to Baekhyun, as it seemed I always did when another incident occurred. He was one of the few people I actually trusted with everything.

I slowly but surely arrived at their front door. I rang the doorbell and waited for someone to open it.

"Hey Tae" Chanyeol greeted when he finally opened the door. I frowned at him and walked inside. "Something wrong?"

"Jungkook and I started talking... you know, about everything. Then I asked him why he had been so mean to me before. S-so he said it was because he loved me" I began rambling. I didn't know how to process it all.

"He loves me as more than just a brother and he... h-he, he fucking kissed me" I let my head fall down in my hands in despair.

"W-wait" Chanyeol halted my mental breakdown. "He told you he loved you and kissed you?"

I nodded my head, chewing on my lip. "And I didn't stop him"

"That's so messed up" he said shocked. I had to agree with him.

"But I mean, technically you guys aren't brothers right? I mean you're you know-"

"I know, but still! I've only ever seen him as a brother" I dug my fingertips in my bare skull, leaving creased moon marks.

"I know for a fact that's not true" Baekhyun suddenly walked in the room. "Remember when you were like 15 or something, when you came to me and said you might've loved him, and you kissed him"

"But this was different, it wasn't just some peck on the lips" My voice came out in a whisper, ashamed. "Everything was different back then"

"But you do love him" Chanyeol countered.

"I don't know" I cried out. "I'm just confused, and- well....I don't know, I just..."

"So how was the kiss?" Baekhyun wiggles his eyebrows.

"It was more like a make out" I frowned.

"Ohh you go get some" Chanyeol cheered. I grunted and threw one of the couch pillows at him, hitting him square in the face.

"He's my brother! It's wrong"

"But you both love each other" Baekhyun said. I grunted, knowing he was right.

"What's stoping you?" Chanyeol asked. "What have you got to lose?"

"I don't, but he does" I muttered.

"Can you stop being selfless for just one moment Tae?" Baekhyun sighed. "This is about your happiness too, not just his. You deserve to love as well."

"Why would it matter anyway?" My voice raised. "I'm dying! I wont feel a thing!"

"Then you should live now" The eldest said. "Stop worrying about everything for just once! Just let yourself live a little. Tae, you grew up too fast, use this time while you still have the chance"

"I'm scared okay!" I squatted down, head hung low. "I'm scared... to die and to love him, I-I'm just so scared"

I felt arms wrap around me and I was pulled into a broad chest.

"I know, and that's okay, it's normal to be scared. I can't imagine what you're going through right now, it's okay to be afraid" I heard Chanyeol's deep voice reassure me.

"I'm sorry" I sobbed in his chest. "I'm such a cry baby, all I've done is cry about every stupid petty problem"

"That's alright" Baekhyun joined our hug. "We're here for you, and we're here to help you get through this"

"Thank you"

"It's nothing, now let's wipe those tears and go back to your house. Go talk to Jungkook again" I wiped my tears away with my shirt sleeve and nodded.

"Tell that little rascal how much you love him, okay?" Chanyeol pecked my forehead and helped me stand up again. He suddenly pulled a goofy face, making my giggle slightly.

"There's that pretty laugh" He smiled and helped me out the front door. I grabbed my bike and waved at them one last time before going to cycle back home. When I looked back the door was closed and the kitchen light turned on.

Time to show Jungkook how much I really loved him.