I'm sorry brother ⚣ vkook ⚣ completed

Chapter 17

Sorry for the wait, I've been really busy with work and school projects and AN ENGLISH EXAM I GOTTA TAKE TOMORROW/TODAY.   rip CAE
-A.D :(

Two weeks had passes since my confession. We decided not to worry about others and just enjoy the moment for once, like Baekhyun told me to.

I've gotten worse, no doubt. After I had stopped with the chemo, things were better for a while. I was less tired and more energetic, but I guess that feeling was wearing off again. Now I just felt incredibly weak.

However, this time I wasn't alone. I had Jungkook, who continued to help me and smother me with love and small kisses. I felt loved for after a long time without such affection.

We had decided to not tell Jungkook's friends, wither about us or me, that would only cause trouble and they will probably find out themselves anyway. We weren't hiding it, just not pronouncing it to the world in words.(Maybe if I kept telling that to myself, I'd believe it after a while, even though something nagging in the back of my head said we were just lying, to ourselves and everyone else)

In the meanwhile, Beakhyun and Chanyeol's wedding date got closer. It was only a week away now, and I was really excited about it. My brother-from-another-mother was getting married early, just so I could see it as well.

The weather had gotten worse, as winter was about to start. The temperatures went down and dragged some of my sunny mood with it. I felt empty sometime. Just staring out of the window, at grey skies, grey buildings, grey roads, grey people.

It wasn't as lively as summer, or spring.

I wasn't as lively.

I felt like death, my skin slightly yellow and pale and bags under my eyes. My skin itched all over.

I could remember those spring days from a few years ago very well, when everything was still lively. We'd have fun, Jungkook and his friends and I. We would run around and act goofy, sing together, play around. Doing things normal teenagers would do.

I remember the sun on my healthy tanned face as we ran down the hill through the tall grass, or as we laid on top of the abandoned train compartments, where I would snuggle up with either my brother, Jimin, or Yoongi.

It was great compared to now. When it was just plain raining nearly all day.

I was in bed, with Jungkook, as I was pressed against his side, legs tangled. We hadn't laid like this for years, it was nostalgic.

"Hyung?" Jungkook whispered. I replied with a small 'hm'.

"How.... how do you want to die?"

"Can we not talk about this right now" I groaned and buried my face in his chest.

"Sorry"

I softly fell asleep for a while, only waking up when my comfortable pillow shifted. I asked him what he was doing, trying to pull him back towards me.

"Geez hyung, you're so clingy" he giggled, making me stick out my tongue. "I was just getting the door"

He walked out of the room in his boxers, to be honest I was staring at his fine ass, and I heard him talking to someone a bit later.

"The guys are  here!" Jungkook yelled from downstairs.  I grunted and got up slowly, wobbling a bit on my feet before steadying. I pulled on my beanie(my hair was already returning, it was just a soft fuzz now), Jungkook's large sweater and my sweatpants, bringing pants and a shirt for the probably still half naked Jungkook.

I greeted them with a small smile and threw Jungkook's clothes in his face. He let out a yelp of surprise but began dressing himself as he saw what they were.

"How are you Jiminie?" I picked up my old nickname for him. He looked surprised for a second as I swung my arm over his shoulder.

"I'm good, Tae, you?" He grinned.

"I'm fine" I smiled and sat down next to Jungkook. I saw the others exchange a look, which I didn't care for for longer than a second, when an arm was wrapped around my waist to pull me closer to the younger besides me.

"You guys seriously look like you're dating" Yoongi commented. We all laughed awkwardly.

"Are you? Cause that's totally incest" Hoseok question jokingly. We chuckled awkwardly, that still didn't know that I'm actually adopted, and that we were in fact dating.

"Well they're not real brothers" I guess we hadn't told Jin that the other didn't know though.

"Of course they are, what are you talking about?" Namjoon scoffed. I shot a look to Jungkook, who nodded.

"Oh fuck" Jimin saw our exchange.

"Ok listen" I sat up straight. "I'm adopted, so no, we're not real brothers"

"Wait" Hoseok stopped me. "Jin, you knew that?"

"Well, Tae came crying to me the evening he found out, because Jungkook flipped his shit" Jin explained.

"I'm confused" Jimin piped in.

"I found his adoption files in a drawer somewhere, so I confronted him with that, and he didn't know. I thought he was lying, so I kicked him out. Later we straightened everything out about the adoption, the cancer and-" Jungkook didn't seem to notice his mistake until Yoongi broke through his story.

"What cancer?"

It seemed like time froze for that second, I didn't know what to do(like always when something happened)

"Fuck" I cursed under my breath.

"What do you mean cancer? Who has cancer?" Hoseok asked in deep confusion.

"Tae?" Jimin's soft voice brought me back to reality from my over thinking.

I looked at him seeing his pleading eyes, begging me to tell the truth. To stop lying.

"Is that why you've been wearing beanies twenty four seven?" He asked softly. I took a deep breath before settling on something simple. I was so tired of all of this.

"Yes"

"Oh my god"