I'm sorry brother ⚣ vkook ⚣ completed

Chapter 15

All the drama tho :)
-A.D

"Why?" He asked.

"Why what?"

"Why does all of this need to happen to us?" He clarified.

"Because life is a twisted game. Some get all the luck, and sone get none" I looked at him and gave him a small smile.

"It's unfair" he almost whined.

"Jungkookie, the world is unfair" Was my response.

He sat up and looked ahead, ignoring my stare. I was still on my back in the grass, enjoying the sun on my face and the slight breeze.

"It is"

Something just got me thinking, and I decided to just ask him, instead of letting myself ponder about it and give myself another headache.

"Jungkook" I got a small 'hm'. "Why were you always so mean to me?" I could hear his breath stop for a few seconds.

"I-I... I can't tell you" He bit his lip. I sat up at that.

"Why not? Don't you trust me?" I frowned. Did he really not?

"I do, I d-do trust you Tae, but this is about something else entirely." He sighed.

The deep frown stayed on my face for a couple of seconds, before I stood up and walked back to our house without a word. He didn't even call after me, he left me to walk down the road to our house, while he stayed at the park.

I was reading a book in my chair when he came home not even 20 minutes later. He walked to his room silently, shooting me nothing more but a quick glance.

I rubbed my temples in annoyance. Everything was going so well for a little while, but I guess that wouldn't last forever. I marked my book and laid it down besides me, walking upstairs slowly and silently. I was about to walk past his door when I heard him talking.

"-I can't Jimin"

I stopped myself and strained to hear what he was saying, even when I knew I should't eavesdrop.

"I love him okay, and not brotherly, you know that" he groaned loudly. "I don't know what to do Jimin, I was so glad when I found those papers, thinking I had a chance with him, but I still don't... I-I can't tell him Jimin! What if he will hate me?"

"I'd rather love him as a brother than loose him entirely, you know that"

I didn't hear his voice grow louder, too shocked to move by the information I just discovered. It was all of the sudden that the door flung open. I felt myself fall forward and scrambled to try and steady my feet, finding myself face first in Jungkook's chest.

"Tae-" he gasped is surprise. I quickly got off him and looked down to avoid eye contact.

"-hello? Everything alright there?" Jimin's voice came from the phone. Jungkook hung up without a word.

"Were you listening?" He narrowed his eyes.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to-" I chewed on my lip in shame.

"What did you hear?" He ran a hand through his hair.

"Enough" I looked into his eyes, trying to figure out what he'd do.

"Fuck" He mumbled to himself and stumbled back to sit on the edge of his bed.

Was what he just said the answer to everything? Had he really been like that to me just because he loved me? It felt weird, I didn't know what to feel.

"Is that really how y-you feel?" I asked softly, moving to come closer.

"What if it is?" He shot me a short look.

"I-I... is that it? Why you were so mean, was it because you loved me?" I sat down besides him.

"Maybe" he muttered.

"You shouldn't have to hide that from me"

"How would you have reacted then? You would hate me. I'm a horrible person, I'm disgusting" he wiped a stray tear away with his shaking hand.

"You're not disgusting, and you're not a horrible person. Jungkook, we can't decide who we fall in love with"

I chose not to take my own feelings into accord for this conversation, because I wasn't ready, I was contemplating over this new information.

"W-why do you always k-know what to say to make me feel better" he grumbled, a blush on his cheeks.

"Because I love you" I said.

"But in what way?" He turned to me, looking into my eyes.

"I don't know" I sighed, lip still between my teeth.

"I-I didn't know how to show it" he began after a moment of silence. "I started to ignore you, hoping it'd go away, I started to treat you horribly just because I wanted you to hate me, because I knew you would never love me in that way. That evening, when I freaked out in my room and t-threw those things at you... I told Jimin, and he kissed me, saying he liked me. I didn't know what to do, and I was panicking, I took that out on you, and that was horrible and unfair of me."

I grabbed his shaking hand, holding it softly.

"Why don't you hate me? W-why don't you hate me after all I've done to you?" He stuttered, tears rolling down his cheeks, chest spasming with sobs.

"I already told you, I love you" I wiped his tears away and smiled at him.

We were silent for a few seconds, I could see his eyes flickering down, but I didn't know what he was looking at. Right when I was about to ask, he moved closer.

He kissed me.