The Girl Who Worked In A Music Shop

Chapter 65

Phoenix POV
Suddenly Jon is jumping on the Sofa and singing,
"I just met fall out boy, I just met fall out boy!"
Then he stops and stares right at me.
"You're fucking dating Pete Wentz aren't you HOLY SHIT YOU LIL BITCH!"
He screams with excitement like a child and sits back down calmly.
"Oh my god how"
"He spilt coffee on my Metallica shirt."
I laugh,
"So he took you back to 'clean you up' and you ended with no Metallica shirt"
He winks.
"NO!" I scream with laughter,
"He bought me another coffee and wrote his number on the cup"
"Awww that's boring you didn't even hook up.."
"Well.."
His eyebrows raise with more excitement and sadness as I tell him the rest of the story.
"Shit Phoenix I wish I still lived in Chicago"
He says pulling me into a huge hug,
"No don't say that! I'm fine now!"
I break out a cheesy smile to prove it, seemed to do the trick.
"And this Josh guy is on tour with you? Why the hell would you do that?"
"Because he-"
Suddenly my stomach flips and I wretch,
"Woah you okay? Didn't know you hated him that much!"
Jon laughs cautiously,
"No! He's my-"
I wretch again.
Suddenly the only thing I could think about is finding the nearest bathroom so I burst out of the room and run down the hall into the toilets and.. well.. let it all out.
I start sobbing, not because I'm terrified of puke, because I am, but because this is the fifth time this week I've woken up to being sick. There's only two explanations to this;
One, I have a bad illness that only effects the mornings?
I don't want to say the second one.

As I open the door Jon is standing, arms crossed, by the sinks. He hugs me tight as I sob, an ugly sob, into his chest.
"How many times has this happened?"
".. five"
Jon sighs heavily,
"Does he know about this?"
I push him,
"NO! If he finds out he'll freak!"
"Hey! How would you know that!?"
"Because it may not be his!"
I sob harder falling to the ground, Jon quickly comes to the rescue but it out of all hands, I'm pregnant and o have no clue who the father is.
God I sound like I'm on some sort of drama.

Much to my despise Jon takes me to the hospital, the nurses are lovely and all but the world knows I hate this place.
"Okay Phoenix lets see how you're doing!"
The nurse exitedly scans over my stomach in search of the small human inside me,
"So how are things with you two!"
She smiles as the machine scrolls over me.
"Oh we're not together! Her guy doesn't know it's.. it's a surprise!"
I smile thankfully at him.
"Oh how lovely! It obviously won't be a surprise for long! You'll be big soon"
She laughs as my heart drops to my toes,
Fuck when do I tell him? HOW do I tell him?!
"There it is!"
My thoughts freeze as her words pierce through me,
"Now it's too early to see the gender I'm afraid but if you come back in a couple of weeks we can check again!"
She smiles as she begins to clean my stomach, while she's off with retrieving the photos Jon walks over.
"This is real" he says, as I look up I realise he's smiling widely.
"What?" I say,
"Can I PLEASE be the uncle!?"
I roll my eyes, he's always been one for terrible timing.
"Fine but you have to leave room for Tyler too"
"And Josh?" He says.
My heart drops lower.
"If he isn't the.."
"HES NOT! You only hooked up once right?"
"Yeah but it wasn't protected.."
"Yes but it was ages ago Phee!"
"Sometimes it takes time! And I'm already four weeks in I'm going to get bigger soon!"
"yes but I think the amount of times with Pete may cancel it out?"
"Probably.. but we've only ever not been protected twice!"
"Where you protected recently?"
"Yes and no"
He gives me a look.
"WHat? Sometimes it just happens? You should know!" I blush, he laughs.
"True"
Before he could go on the nurse comes back,
"You can sit up now love it's all done!"
Once I'm up she gives something to Jon then lets us go.
Finally.

Once we get back I begin to head out the car for my bed, Jon locks the door.
"Jon let me go."
"Not until you talk to me"
"We've done enough talking"
"Phee"
I sigh heavily and stare at him sarcastically,
"What."
"What are you going to do?"
"I don't know"
"Do you know when you're going to tell him?"
"I don't know"
"Are you sure it's not his because it's a very low chance.."
"I DONT KNOW FOR FUCK SAKE"
I slam my head on the car dashboard,
"I don't know.." I whisper,
"Hey it's going to be okay! He trusts you right?"
"Yes.."
"So then you'll be fine! Chances are he'll be over the moon! I'll stay close so you can call whenever you need help and I promise I won't tell a soul before you"
"Not even Travis?"
"Not even Travis!" He laughs, his laugh is comforting.
"Jon, I'm terrified"
"That's okay.."
"Wait.. how did you know where I was if you didn't know I was on tour?"
"Errr"
Suddenly there was a loud thump on the window, it's Kat.
"Hey Phee! It's time to watch their sound check!"
"Hey I'll come in with you!" Jon finally unlocks the door and we head in,
"You still need to tell me why you're here"
"You'll find out" he snorts as Kat giggles.
"You what?"